Main. :D

2010-08-05T21:32:00.003+08:00

Nice dead blog. Shall update soon & get back to blogging, I guess. :D

2010-07-19T22:08:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to myself! ♥

Big thanks to those who gave me presents & those who wished me! Just a simple wish brings me a smileeeeeee! ♥ Had an awesome day! :D

(Will blog more tomorrow.)

Value that person,Because it's life's gift worth keeping & holding on.

2010-07-10T13:49:00.004+08:00

Never ending story.

HI.
I'm finally back to blogging again! No more anco post, I'll let it sink down soon ~

Everything was alright for the past one month I guess. Cca was tiring, schooling was awesome w Tcn & studying was okaaaay, able to cope up till now. Gonna try my best to buck up my Chinese, and of coz, for all the other subjects too. I'm so so so so lacking behind. Saveeeeee me!

Okay, so, tomorrow's NFAC at NanhuaPrimary, not really very excited & nervous. But anyw, no matter whats the outcome, we'll always be the best! Let's throw in all the knowledge we have, give it our best shot and to get at least one category trophy, luckz & lovez team! Gogogo! ♥

I've got an awesome clique, TCN. ♥

It will never be the same,Everything had faded.

2010-06-06T20:28:00.004+08:00

Back from ANCOCamp'10! <:

4th June, friday, day 1. First parade was okay, then barrack inspection. 4 groups slept in classrooms, 4 groups slept in tents in the field. Dinner, triage, quite okay, being a casualty is fun. :x Hmm, after triage, bathed and have group discussion about the Hike next day, a cheer for our group and the Campfire performance. After that, supper and went to sleep.

5th June, saturday, day 2. First parade took ard 1hour? Felt dizzy but didn't fall out, then one mdm ask me go rest. Rest awhile then stomach cramp until damn pain. Waikin and michealkong drove ambulance & fetched me to the clinic opposite gombak mrt. Mdm sim accompany me, I forgot what the doctor said too. Two medicine to take, 2 days mc and a letter of dk what hospital thingy, if still pain then must go hospital? ._. After taking medicine, slowly okay alr. Then rest in school.
Hiking cancelled coz lightening alert, so they had amazingrace in school. Alot of cadets not feeling well, ;O. Then lunch, did camp and crafting. Was okay, we did uniform hanger. Hehe. Fall in with all our bags and changed venue of bunks. Exchanged bunks w the 4 groups. After that, went for MOI First aid trial, the real one is on 24th July. After presenting, went to bathe and changed into Zonetee. Came out of toilet, blurblur, Mr LimJunli, ahemz, walked passed me I also dk. LOL. Went to the carpark to fall in, took group pictures, ANCO Cadets picture, and everybody's pictureee. I'm short, yes I know. After photo taking, dinner, and Campfire!
Was actually not really enthu at first, but when getting enthu then campfire cancelled halfway. :( , did punishment as we wasnt cooperative enough. Miss hafiza asked me to fall out, and then vomitted 4 times? My dinner all came out, as well as my medicine, got the smell in my mouth. Throat burning. :( After that, supper then slept in our tents, logeys, siangying & me solo one. Damn hot, and it rained at night while we were sleeping & all of us didnt know. Pigs. :x

6th June, Sunday, today, day 3. Last day of camp alr, woke up, first parade. Got better but still alittle headache when woke up in the morning. Those sick pple fall out. Excused for Pt. But actually the Pt was not really tough or what. Breakfast, and then footdrills. Footdrills was actually fun, alot of jokers and officers wasnt strict. After footdrills, lunch and had area cleaning. Went canteen to have a CampEvaluation. Some said this camp was Slack, some say tough. I think okokay laa, then finished up some fruits and biscuits. Fall in for last parade, breaked camp and all damn happy. Hahahahaaa. Glad that I've endure through the camp, like finally! <:

Sore throat since day2 of Ctc'10 till now. :(

& To those who fall sick, takegoodcares & see you guys on July 24th! Especially Shuyun, Joel, Yogesh and Varni! Hehehehehe.
Lastly, Thanks to all Tchers, Officers, Instructors and Group mates for everything! ♥

Okay, this so wordy, pictures will be uploaded soon!

If that's the only thing,Let it be then.

2010-06-02T20:46:00.006+08:00

Back from Ctc'10.

31st may, had YouthProgramme. Schoolbused to DI Orphange, took the malay male kids, mine's p5 de. Bused to Marina Barrage. Had Icebreakers, amazing race, picnic for lunch, gallery's quiz and played Kite with them. They're super cuteee and I'll miss them. >: Bused back to school, breifing, waited for MsOng for our Campbags in her office and bused to WestwoodSec for Camp. Missed First parade, bags and barracks inspection, Teambonding games. Had Dinner, footdrills and camp & craft. After the sec1s lights out at 12plus. Instructors bathed and had breifing and slept. <:

1st may, fall in, pt, breakfast and hiking. Hiking, me and number5 was one of the game masters, we bused to the station, which is at a sheltered area. Guessing food station? Mixed Tuna, greentea, biscuits and marshmellows. Prepared at ard 8plus, early so me & phoebe slept as there were nobody. Slept for 1hour plus. 3groups came one after another, and its only 10plus. So went back to sleep till 12plus or 1pm. Raining so hiking stopped and sat Ambulance back to Westwood. Outdoor cooking for sec1s, while instructors ate packet food. Camp and crafting for Sec1s as well as First aid lessons. And then prepared for Night tingale. Open left shin fracture & right lower arm incised wound. Blooood. (Y) The sec1s, some damn cute while treating, but some super pekcek. Shouted until sorethroat. 12plus sec1s lights off, instructors bathed, debrief, wrote reflections, changed into shoes and had Pt. Ran 3 rounds ard the school compound, and then ran in groups for another 3 or 4 rounds. After that, reflections again and went to sleep at around 3.30am, was smsing mummy, she havent sleep oh. Firedrill at 3.45am, fall in, and went back to sleep at around 3.50am while the Sec1s 4am? Slept till 7am. 3hours of sleep. <:

2nd june, fall in, breakfast, songs & cheers and Topography. I'm one of the game masters too. After that, camp finale preparation, lunch, camp finale final preparation, barrack inspection and camp finale. Price presentation too. Gxgx those who got it, <: After that last parade, and instructors made the human wall thingy as usual, sec1s managed to squeeze through us within less than a minute. And was scratch, bleed but wasn't really pain. But when got back home, bathed, forgot and scratched it accidently, painnnnnn. Have to return some things we brought home today to Swiss tomorrow. And will be having ANCO Camp on Friday. Tiring week. Fastfast over. Enduranceeeeeee! <:

First time being instructors, was excited but time passed really fast. I rather time stopped during CTC, am not really looking forward for ANCO Camp. :B Lastly, pictures will be uploaded another time when I'm free. <:!

There's certain things that could not be mended,What's gone has already gone.

2010-05-26T20:34:00.005+08:00

Will not be blogging very often although MYE ended but 2 camps coming up, so yeah, mia from blog for a period of time! <: & no pictures today, busy nowadays rushing proposals & meetings.

Today's the last day of school, yayz. But dk to be happy or what too? Tomorrow's Parents Meeting Session. Pink form, so meeting VP first then FT. After that have to carry some stuffs from Swiss to Westwood w Logeys & Cheeteck. & friday have to go to JP to test on the Hiking Route for CTC. Saturday ANCO Course again then

Here's my June schedule, super packed & tight. (Y)
29th May, saturday, ANCO Course.
31st May, monday, Youth programme @ Marina Barrage. (after that, camp.)
31st May - 2nd June, monday - wednesday, CTC.
4th June - 6th June, friday - sunday, ANCO Camp. 11th June, friday, Adult first aid lectures.
17th June, thursday, TCN Shopping.
19th June, saturday, Heart2heart Street Sales.
20th June, sunday, Heart2heart counting day.
21st/23rd, monday/wednesday, TCN's Night out.
22nd June & 25th June, tuesday & friday, SJAB day rehearsal/Normal trainings.

I love my june holidays manz.

Pretend that was a shooting star in the sky,And I could make a wish right now.

2010-05-16T14:27:00.005+08:00

Tcn, ftw. ♥

Hey, I'm back here blogging again. Dead blog, revive please, tyvm. <:

Mye's finally over. After the last paper, fnn, on Thursday, went home changed & trained to Pioneer mrt, walked to JurongWest complex to swim w Tcn, w/o Jess as she couldn't make it. Relaxed & had fun there. After swimming, bathed & went to JurongPoint. Ate & walked around, then bused homeee. <:

Friday, didn't attend school as was super tired. So, went to Ahma house w mummy. Played w cousin. Ard noon, went home, bathed & trained to lot1 to meet Tcn. Bought contacts. Awhile, Jess went home & Logeys came. Ate then played at Arcade. Jubeatjubeat. Played Technika w Logeys, cui. LOL. & saw a Shuaige in Arcade playing DDR, nat, logeys & me was looking k. After that, slacked around in Lot1 & trained home at ard 8plus. In train, saw another shuaige who board onto the train at Bp. :x

Saturday. Trained to lot1 & meet Jess. Then Sujun & Logeys came, breakfast-ed at Mac. Bused to WestwoodSec for ctc meeting. No officers there, chitchat here & there, and zao earlier before noon. Bused to Lot1, lunched w Jess & Sujun, then meet Tcn again w/o farah & logeys. Walked ard & went arcade again. After awhile, went to repierce 2 holes. Then Jess & Sujun went home. So we went arcade again, :x. Slacked awhile more & trained home. No shuaige this time. :x

Today, sunday. Lazy go out alr, rot at home then. Super bored, I swear. Have to go school tomorrow, like again. :(

Nobody could make me believe,In forever.

2010-05-02T11:16:00.004+08:00

ROTTING AT HOME. (Y)

8 more papers to go.

English paper 2. Chinese paper 2. Chemistry paper. Geography paper. Maths paper 1. Physics paper. Maths paper 2. Fnn paper. ;@!

& will not be active here till Mye's over! MIAAAAA ~ <:

There's only a chance for some things,Once you missed it, its gone forever.

2010-04-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to Shermain! ♥ (27th April.)
Happy 15th birthday to Jiahua! ♥ (29th April, today.)

Hmm, mye has already started since yesterday. English & Chinese Paper1, no comments. SS paper today, great that SS is over, great that I've done the paper on time but, I think I'm gonna flunk it. (w flying colours.) Hardwriting was damn untidy ttm, wanted to rewrite, but insufficient of time. Great. But, I'm glad that its over.

& I'm so looking forward to the rest of the papers yet the next paper is on the following Thursday. Normal school lessons, boring ttm ttc, cant stand it. So draggy! Shagshagz. Will be mugging on the rest of the following subjects for the next few days. Actually, you'll be interested in every subject when you study it. I hated geog, physics, fnn & ss at first. But I think, they ain't really that suckz now. This's my second time that I'm really studying for Exams, the first time was last year's mye. No idea what has motivated me to do so. Anyw, luckz to everyoneee for the up coming Mye papers! <:

Awesomeeee, monday's a school holiday as May day's on Saturday! <:

You could choose to end it or not,Its just a little fullstop.

2010-04-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

(22nd April, yesterday.)
Happy 17th Birthday to my Bro! ♥
& Happy 19th Birthday to Waikin! <:
& Happy 23rd Birthday to Peijue! <: (Lol, & I think you wont see this. :x.)

Fund raising, did quite well yeahz. & today's Captains' ball games was great. <: All the teams we compete with, we won, but lost to Pe department's tchers. But Tsn won, & they got champion, gratzgratz! Tcn & Tsn huaaaat ah! 3n1'10 toooooz! <: Mr Lim junli too, hohohoooz. Loves Tcn & Tsn, ttm ttc. ♥

Alot things going on nowadays. Ctc meeting tomorrow, ss consultation tomorrow. Mye approaching alr, I need alot of consultation, like last minute. & I'm super afraid of Mye now. Mugmugmug! gg.com/shannondieshere. <:

Time heals all wounds,But what about the scars left.

2010-04-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

Best dream that I've ever dreamt of.

Had attire check after morning assembly. Wore Logeys's super long skirt, passed. Then went back to class, my own skirt was on my table, I took it, form tcher saw & confiscated. Nice one la, my skirt. >: She called mummy, saying that I was rude all that, & going ard in schl w a big group of friends. I mean like, whats wrong having many friends ard me always? Ah, luckily mummy didn't scold me or anything. Most prolly wearing my Sec1's skirt, but its still above my knee, hmm. Assembly, talked about Sexual in hall, girls then guys.

Fund Raising for DI Orphange. Do support for PhotoBooth(?). Polaroid, 2 bucks per piece. DSLR, 1.50 bucks per piece. Reduced the pricing quite alot, as we find it too ex & nobody's willing to buy too. But after schl, some of them did took & bought pictures from us, like yayz. Hope we could earn well for the rest of the week, as well as the other stalls. <: !

& There's Pd for me tomorrow @ 12.15pm, dunji's going w me. (Y)! <:

Even if the whole world leaves you all alone,I'll still be by your side, like always.

2010-04-16T22:34:00.007+08:00

(12th April.)
Happy 12th Birthday to my Sister! ♥
& Happy 13th Birthday to Ainn! ♥

(13th April.)
Happy 16th Birthday to Jaslin! ♥

(14th April.)
Happy 2nd Birthday to my Cousin! ♥

(18th April.)
Happy 25th Birthday to Timothy! (sir. :x)

& yes, I really hope so.

Timetable, day 6 - 10 past faster than day 1 - 5. <:

Morning assembly, attire check. Yoong personally checked on 3na. So not bias ey. Ft passed most of us, but he came, all kena. Lawlz, some of them from express and nt 's skirts are like, much more shorter than ours? Tsk. Alrightz, nevermind anyw. Monday have to wear longlong skirt, & I dont have any. Tried my sec1 skirt, but its short too. Logeys lending me one of hers, most prolly. Thxk. <:

Yesterday, went JE lib to study. Then went jp, pepperlunched, walkwalk ard, ordered couple rings, tomorrow then can get. & then went homeeeey. Today, got my Polaroid, Yaayz? But all the design sucks ttc. I want PoGo’s, but no haveeee. Raah. Bought manymany films too for FundRaising tomorrow. Jiayou 3na peepz!

To someoneee; 你要开始学会放弃, 继续找一个能给你幸福的, 而不是傻傻得等下去. 加油! <:

If everything's almost done,What else am I supposed to do.

2010-04-11T13:11:00.013+08:00

Swiss Saints' sec4s'10;

I bet every single one of us of Sjab will miss all of you, the times when we spent together during trainings will be missed ttm. We'll prove those lil' juniors of ours wrong, that we'll do well for their programmes and everything in the following year, we will do our very best in everything and do you guys proud. Those tears of ours ain't controllable yet worth. & Yes, I love them alot. I dont wish to see them leaving, I dont wanna lose them. I miss them. No one could ever replace any one of you. Nothing could be compared to the love & bond between us. ♥

Pop & Farwell party's over. Pop was alil' rushing and delays here & there. Farwell party's was nicely done, although some of the things cropped up last minute. But everything went well & I hope everyone enjoyed it. & Those who wasn't here on 10th April, Hazri, Ruixin, Christabel, Yvonne & Nisha. Catch up soon alrightz. <: 3 cheerz for sec3s squad, we did well! (GdoubleODJOB, goodjobgoodjob.) All the sweats and hardwork did paid off. :) But now, we have to be stress for Ctc soonz. ;O.

Lost track,& time's running out.

2010-04-07T22:46:00.008+08:00

Happy 15th birthday to :
SimShihui, Irving & Clarence! :D

Finally there's alittle time for me to blog today. Didn't blog for ard two weeks alr. & will not be blogging often too, time out !

Quite a number of things happened for the past two weeks. Shall start w FAC. Ac, hanis's team, came in as 1st runner up with most of the sub-trophies. Nc, felica's team, came in champion & best in first aid. Aa, Akash team, came in as 1st runner up too with two to three sub-trophies. Na, our team, 1st runner up, didn't get any sub-trophies. Everybody did well, better than expected? *Clapz. & I'm sure we can do better for the following year! <:

For now, super stress coz of Farewell party. After Farewell party on 10th april, have to stress for MYE and Youth Programme fund raising project. And then, CTC. How to manage timeee, teach me teach me. Stress ttm & ttc ! *Pulls out hair, ;@.

I wanna start mugging real soon! But there isn't much time left. MYE MYE MYE ah, dont come fast please. >:

Eenie Meenie eenie moreee.

Sometimes loving somebody is hard,But you have to learn to let go.

2010-03-22T19:23:00.007+08:00

School sucks much ttm. Homeworks all undone, dont feel like doing anyw. Changing of seating arrangements, sucked. I hate you many many. I dont see any difference after changing, it'll still be as noisy as ever. No holidays, no school. (Y)

Fac's coming coming, how how how. Dont even have the confidence & excitment but nervous still, last year was so much better.

Love may not be as easy as I think, but you gotta let it go before it's too late. Yep, time heals all wounds but its the process that hurts most. Tears flow, scars left. You can live yr life w/o love. It'll definitely be better. Choosing the wrong path, may lead full of regrets to you in future. I don't wanna see all these happening to my friend. I can't help but to see it all happen later on.

If we ever meet again,How great will it be.

2010-03-21T13:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, bused to Westwood sec, fac meeting fr ard 1 hour. After that, bused back, lunched & went home. Today, boredbored, rotting at homeeey. I dont wanna go back school tomorrow, & dont intend to do any homeworks. Stupid ss.

Counting down, 6 days to Fac? Gawdz. (N)

Maybe I really was,But what to do.

2010-03-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

Kay, idk what homeworks I have. ._.

Fac's less than two weeks, 10 more days, 3 more trainings. 8 hours tomorrow, 8 more hours next week? Arghz, JIAYOU. <:

Rot at home yesterday & maybe today, heeez.

Rightz, I've the rights to do anything coz' its my blog. This's how my life is, you dont like it, its yr problem alr. I wont care anymore. & fr what I know, you dont have the rights to care about how long I stead, after how long I break, it's mine or his decision, so I dont need you to comment anything about it. Say until like I'm cold blooded to guys? -.- . But anyw, I get what you say, in life, everybody will once get badmouthed by friends or other people, so did I. People do badmouth me behind, but I dont see a point getting mad over it. It's still my life, some people dont care about what people say and thats what their attitude are. I may take it as consideration of what people say, changing myself is the thing I know I have to. So what if the first impression's bad, I believe it can change after some time. Everything needs time. Now, I know what to do, and what not to do, I dont need you to tell me.

There's only one path,Mind you.

2010-03-16T20:57:00.011+08:00

Kaayz, back from camp. Tiring but improvement. (Y) Less than 2 weeks to Fac, woooolala. <:

" Winning is not everything, winning is the only thing. " - Timothy ng. (Sir.)

No life spammers, ah, I dont care alr, so stfu. Who's the coward here w/o a name? <: I dont need you all to keep my blog alive. Bth. ;@@. So what if I'm white, & fyi, white is white, if I'm white, I can camouflage at white areas alr. Talk until you like express? Express pple use WHITE? I thought fair. Fair jiu fair lor, not yr skin colour right? & my hair like ghost or what, you also want care? Yr hair botak uh? Gosh, I wonder how old are you. What gang siolz, wow, I've got gang? -.- , excuse me, thats Clique, not gang. You mean you dk the difference? Oh manz, express student, clever sia this one! :D. & not funny using other pple's name to tag, grow up. It's my life, I dont need yr comments, I am still who I am, I wont f/king change fr you coz of yr dumb comments. Like or dislike me, I dont want to know either. & play with two guys? Yeah, if I play with two guys means I sweet talk w two guys. Did I? -.- . Talking as friend also call play, wow, (Y) Childish low life pple. <:

It's yours and my choice,Not everybody's.

2010-03-12T20:36:00.006+08:00

No pictureeeeez. Short update hereee. ^^.

Happy belated 15th birthday to;
Ernest Oo & Xiping! <:
(10th march.)

Intensive First Aid Competition Camp, MIA from 13th - 16th march. :D

I dont want to repeat again that I DO NOT have a stead now. & If you hate me or Tcn, what I've got to say is, too bad. We never cey sua sup with you all, so dont come find trouble with us, & we dont really give you guys a damn. Hate me or hate us, that's yr choice. It's none of my business, and mind yr own business, what we wanna do, wont even affect you or anything. So, hate us, just stfufo, you dont have to tell us or the whole world. & I dont think tagging with other's people name is funny or cute, its very Childish. <:

Before it's too late,Dont lose that trust of his.

2010-03-09T20:16:00.006+08:00

No pictures alr, heheee. Kay, today was really bored. Late fr schl w Dunji. Pe lesson, watched Rec. Scary, >:! After schl, cca. Have to really buck up fr Fac alr. & Fac camp's on this coming Saturday to Tuesday. (Excited.) <:!

Organizing 2n2'09 bbq w Martin. Time, day & venue, not yet confirmed. <:

& to - ;

I ask you, which girl dont want to be pretty? So what if you're ugly, you can make yrself pretty. Nobody's perfect, even if you're pretty, you will also make yrself look prettier, right? & I did not say that I'm pretty. Get the facts right first before saying anything dumb. Use yr peabrain & grow up please. <:

& aheemz, you got evidence that I'm two timing? Laughz, firstly, I dont even have a stead. So how the bloody hell can I two time? I two time yr mother & yr father laa hor. You trying to act cute or trying to be a laughing stock ah? Please get the right info before talking/tagging nonsensical thingys here. If you wanna continue, by all means, I wont give you a damn. Want tag har? Tag w yr name ey? If not dont dirty my tagboard. My tagboard only fr people who uses their brains to tag, not fr those who doesnt. Be my guest if you're not happy w me. & I'll NOT entertain you alr. <:

Time heals every wound,So all we need is, time.

2010-03-08T17:38:00.006+08:00

Jonghyun, <:

Happy 15th birthday to;
Kareng! Number 1 ftw, ♥.
& Izdihar.
<:

Sick of studying. So bored in class, so lonely in class. As Nat & Huiting went fr the sec2 camp. As well as my sec3s squadmates! I miss them. That's all.

What's a one week holiday with only 3 days free? >':

I can't help it but to fall for you,Everything seemed imperfect without you.

2010-03-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

Loveez tcn ttm.

Me & Dunji, ftw. <:

S'pore poly days for the past few days, some pictures uploaded here only. (Lazy, ;@.) Courses for us have offically ended yesterday. No more s'pore poly. I will miss everything there, the freedom, fun and everything. Getting back to swiss in a really restless mood. I havent even do any of my homeworks yet. Delaydelaydelay, pilepilepile. Sobz. >:

Alrightz, today's our FAC MockTest. After the mocktest, bathed in schl & bused to the Library next to JurongPoint, for instructors of June's ctc. Overall for the MockTest, I think I did f/king badly. >: Din't train w our team fr one week coz of the S'porePoly thingy. Lacking behind alil' & gonna train really hard, 2 weeks more to go? Will be having 4days 3nights FAC camp during march holidays, I hope it'll really helps us. & Na2's aiming for champion this year alrightz! Gambatte, muackz! <:

Am really getting bored of life. Everyday's the same, I dont see any difference. Same, old, boring routine's gonna start again, it's really like, sian. I'm bored of everything, & I meant, everything. If only a day's longer than 24hours, if only I could enjoy everyday like how I used to in the past, if only there's another one month break, I think it will be great for me. But what to do, time's always ticking, it willn't wait for us. I hope time could stop at this moment, now, I've got so many things to do & rush at. Still, I can't do anything. Santa went w/o granting my wishy. Tell me how am I suppose to get everything done soon, tell me when is this bloody stress going off? When the hell can I get a proper rest for at least a day? I dont know how to manage time, I dont know how to make time. I really really dont know what else more could I do already. Why's life like this? >':

I can't bear to see you smile,I'm gonee.

2010-03-02T22:22:00.005+08:00

I've no choice.

Under sun & light only? >':

Second day in S'pore Poly. Late fr lesson, lecture lecture lectures. Bored, tired, sleepy. Lunch break at 12noon, could go anywhere we want coz' after lunch time will be our group project at the places we chose fr places of attractions. Headed t LittleIndia, took pictures there, did hannah, trained t CityHall, assemble there. Explained & showed t Chihwee & we're dismissed. Ate lunch cum dinner, & trained homeeeey. <:

Going t QianHuFishFarm tomorrow, fish spaaaaaaaa. :B. Kaay, took afew pictures, but lazy t upload hereeeee. Will blog more tomorrow? Lovez Tcn ttm, (L)!

You can run away from almost everything,But not the reality.

2010-03-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'll be happy, as long as you are.

Happy belated 15th bday t,
Mickeytan, (25th Feb.)
Happy belated 14th bday t,
Garyneojunjie, (26th Feb.)

Dead dead dead blog, seriously. Past few days, lazy t blog & dont really have the timee. <:

Kaaay, this whole week will be going t S'porePoly fr Advanced Elective Module from morning till evening. Jealous jealous much? ;> Heeeez, lectures here & there, alot breaks too. (Y) Camwhore & candid alot, too many until lazy upload. :B. Dismissed at ard 5plus? Sat down w Tcn & talked some things out. Everything's okay now, I guess. (L)!

Going out fr some group project thingy tomorrow, hope will be a fruitful one. & Tcn huat. (K)!

Nothing worth that much,Nothing last forever.

2010-02-20T00:28:00.004+08:00

More than a smile.

Changed blogskin last night & din't have the time t blog fr the past few days. Eyelids gets heavy everyday after schl. Poor thing. >:

This week was so so. Lessons wasn't really great. Ss, geog, physics, 'lia bo kiu'. Concentration isn't in class, still in holiday-mood. :x. Trainings till late afternoons, evenings. (Y) Today's training was alrightz. Footdrills footdrills footdrills, firstaid firstaid firstaid. Got t do two-man cpr from today onwards? Woolala, have t train more on firstaid le number1. <: Hmm, ard another month till FACompetition on 27th march, clapclapz. Not as much confidence as last year, stress stress stress. (N)

Going down t Queensway tomorrow t get our classtees ordered, ^^.

Everybody does change,But my heart, willn't. & thats fr sure.

2010-02-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

Happy belated 15th birthday t,
Weizhan, (4th feb.)
Lester, (5th feb.)
Shobana, (6th feb.)
Shipei, (9th feb.)
Gloria, (9th feb.)
& Happy 16th birthday t Jacquelineee! (K)

:D Happy chinese new yeaaar & valentines daaaay t everyonee! (L).

New year eve, steamboat fr reunion dinner. (Tiger & Heinkein, \m/.) Bro drunk, d: .
Today, went t daddy's brother's house. Ard afternoon, went t ahma houseee, then t greatgrandma housee. Crowded like dk what, :x. Steamboat again & bbq, then homed at ard 9. Bro drank tiger again, kop 5 sips only. :> Not many pictureees, stupid phone of mine, sms sms sms, batt flat dieeedeadz. Next timeeeeee!

给我红包红包红包! :D

Kinda missing classmates & schl. (Dont laugh please.)

& Blog's dead. Very dead. Uber dead. (Y)! Past few days was finee in schl. Tiring but laughters ard likelike anytimee, everywhere. Watched The valentines day on friday late afternoon, niceee. & the schl's cny celebrations was, funny.
Anyw, have t have mass trainings alr, my dearest na2 jyy, as well as the other teams. (F) Gambatte! :>

Nothing's true,Nothing could erase it all.

2010-02-02T21:35:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HUITING! :D
Heeez, ex-qmor! As old as jess alr, :x. Hoho, better not sadsad or cry anymoreeeee kaaaayz. Jy in r/s, "He's better." :B. But, follow yr heart, hohohoz. Like my present horhorhorhorhor! :x. Stay chio & cuteee le, Loveloveloveez you & muackz! :D

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY KAIQI! :D
Heeeeh, happy birthday, stay happy & chiooo! :)

One word, tired. Cca was alright, kinda fun I guess. Ahh, idk what else t say. :B.

G-Dragon's Heartbreaker, woooooz. ♥

Letting go, giving away.The freedom you always wanted.

2010-02-01T19:13:00.006+08:00

Fly upupup high.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY FELICIA! :D
Woooolalaa, enjoyz yr day kay, heeez. Jyy fr FAC, fight fr champion together! & sorry fr those misunderstandings alrightz, muackmuackz. ♥

Tiringgggg, & Cny's approaching soonz.
After schl, Huiting treat PizzaHut, last day of 14th year oldold, ex-qmor ftw. ♥ Pizzahut's balloon, hoho. I brought it homeeeey, in train kept poipoi onto Logeys. :)

Saravanan's classes are bored, veryveryvery bored. My classroom desk, \m/. Scribble so much each day, its no longer grey but black. So many G-s. :B.

Second day without you,I can't help it, no.

2010-01-24T12:40:00.008+08:00

Lost everything, double blows. All the fault lies on me. Regretted not cherishing, not giving in and thought too much. Trust gone, love gone, everything's bombed. If only time could rewind, I willn't make the same mistakes over again. Learnt that, certain things do not have a, second chance. & I dont deserve one, too. Still, theres no point saying and regretting, its already gone (forever.) & thats the fact. Once gone, never back. Sometimes, after losing something then you'll realised it's importance. Theres nothing I could do t get it all back, hoping & wishing is all I could do. I'm just a failure after all. I only wanna know whats on yr mind. Fact that, I still couldn't accept it. ;sob. How could I carry on, its only the second day.

Just hoping, everything in schl & cca will be finee. Nobody could believe us now, & it hurts alot seeing you guys treating us like that that day. Not everyone could tolerate and give in, in anything and everything. Yepz, tears couldn't be controlled. Very dissapointed in ourselves too, but we know, its too latee already. 对不起朋友们, cheerupz Jess, Sj & Logeys. No matter what, no one could part us four, no arrows. Loveez, ♥. :)

I'm sorry.Dissapointed of myself, too.

2010-01-22T20:52:00.003+08:00

Nobody understands, at all. I'm sucha failure. I know. Everything's gone so wrong, gone wrong, very wrong, coz of me, all my fault.
I've made all the stupid mistakes, the stupid-est ones and gave pple bad impression. That's all I've done, nothing else.

Rush harsh rushing.Why is everything so sudden.

2010-01-21T20:10:00.010+08:00

_|_ PMS, GO AWAY. ;'( !

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Whenever I received a text, I always wished & hope that it's from you. But it wasn't, most of the time. Maybe you're busy, but I'm so worried. ;sob.

The world we live in,Always a day too late.

2010-01-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

(Me, jess, ji & nat. :D.) Nerds ftw. :x

Kaaaayz, schooling's are superr tiring. :(! Training tomorrow, ftw. ._. Hmmz, fnn practical, baked banana cake, (ew.) Gossip abit w Ernest & clarance about somebody. :x. & during CME, stupid Bangala teacher, anyh change our seats. Raaah, slap his faceeee! Dx. After schl, bused t lot1. & I think I saw Lynnnnnnnn laogong. In her schl uni. :x. Lot1's boring. Actually wanted t talk on phone w baby in train, but scared paisey ah, later talk too loud. ;B.

Andanadnad, ytd, lovepartied. Saffron. ;shy! I want tagtagtag! :(!

Kaaaaaaaayz, off t do that bangala's english compo. Dumb. x.x

Some thing seems to bothers,Nothing ends.

2010-01-17T11:28:00.005+08:00

(Loot from Huiting's blog. Jess, sj, ht, nat, sp & me. :B.)

3n1'10 ftw(?). o.o

Gratz t those who'd promoted on Friday, attend all* trainings! :)

Had promotion test two days back. Most of us promoted, after promotion paradee, had a 'celebration'. Currypuffs & jelly. ._. Fac training's starting soooooooonz. Next week oh? Sob. Gonna be super tiring & wont be blogging that often. Woolala. Jy all teams, esp, na2! ♥.
Schoolings' boring. If only schl starts later, ends later I also dont mind. Sleeping in class, ;hoho. :x.

Baby, piak. :x.

Maybe nothing really last.Tears aren't controllable.

2010-01-14T15:33:00.001+08:00

"Not no but not now."

Wont be blogging much nowadays. Not really happy nowadays. Dont really have the mood nowadays. I feel so stupid nowadays. I hate myself nowadays. Crap, sob.

Shall leave my blog dead fr a period of time. Will blog but after a few days or weeks or maybe months. Sighz. . :(

Weird weird weird.What exactly happened?

2010-01-10T20:50:00.005+08:00

Booooooooooooooz. Came home like, one hour ago from CauseWay point. Shopped there w Family. Bought quite alot of clothings, hohoho. Bought Jess's prezzie tooooooz. :D! &, Zennnn, idk what t buy fr you. LOL. Next time kaaaayz, meet up soonz & lucks fr yr O's results tomorrow. :)!

Did soft rebonding, sat there fr 3 hours I guess. Then dinnered & went homeee. Just did my homeworks, fr maths & chemistry only. English, nah, lazy doooooooo. :x.

I dont have anything t do nownownownownownow. Boreddieeeez. :(!

Schooling tomorrow = wake up early = sleepy = dw.

Lastly, lucks fr those who's getting their O's results tomorrow! :) Esp, my brother? hmm, he's not even back home now. LOL. 2pm, goooooooooodlucks. :D

Memories everywhere,Lead t sadness now and then.

2010-01-09T12:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY JESSICAAA ♥!
Woooooooooz, 15, big liao la big liao la. ;x. Heeeez, not bad ah, I first t wish you okayz!!!! LOL. Lucks in promotion fr Sjab & studieeeeees okayz. Enjoy yr day & Stay pretty, DUNNIU. :D! Loveeeeeeeeez ♥, ^^.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ZENNN, :D!
UNCLE ALR. :D! OLD & OLD & OLD. Keep suanning me de. >:( ! Mai smoke alr la okayz, havent buy yr prezzie yet leyz, howhowhowww. LOL. Kaaaayz, stay ugly okay (LOLOLOL.) , takecarees & lucks in poly! ♥

Hmm, last night cant sleep fr the whole night. Morning slept awhile then played audition. Like so so so so so long didn't play alr. Played my sub acc, ;x. Body's still aching like wtf. But I think alittle better than yesterday. Not going out, tomorrow baa. :)! Homeworks homeworks, havent doooooooo. Tonight? ._.

I want tag hearts leeeeeeyz. :(!

Stop, stop, stop and stop.Everything's falling apart.

2010-01-08T20:43:00.007+08:00

Happy First month baby, muackmuackmuack! ♥
So so so fast aye ey. & You've been tolerating so much of my nonsenses & attitudes fr 30days, sorry. :x. Aiyooooz, i bwg alr. Hmpff. This whole week never really pei you all the time, everyday at least 7 - 8 then reach home, tired, sleep, never talk on phoneeey le. :( :( :( ! & its okay, first month only, we still have manymany months ahead okay. :D! Loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveeyou. ♥

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY HUIYUN ♥ BENDAN! (6th Jann.)

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY QUENNA ♥ SWEETHEART! (7th Jann.)

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY JIAYUUU ♥!

Kaaayz, blog's dead, yepyeps, I know i know. ;x. I dont really have t time t blog nowadays, sorry. Schoolings are tiring, I swearswearswear. New class, hmm, not as high & noisy like the past two years. I'm like, not-high-at-all. I miss those times, seriously. :( & uh, I'm like, whole body's aching like tooooot, I cannot stand it, I hate the pain-ness. ;sob. Next week's promotion parade rehearsal, I guess it would be like, wtf-ly tiring. Standing under the sun fr hours. Dx.

Studies. Starting alr. I wanna study, but in class, I dont have the study mood. Somemore, class changing from 3rd floor t 1st floor. Idwidwidw. First floor's like, so so, weirdnoisysuck? Sighz, still, I miss 2n2'09. Somebody, help me pleaseeee. Sighz.

Okaaaay, I think thats all. I'll try t blog everyday, if I could. ;)!

Tomorrow, 9th January. Jessica's birthday as well as Zen's. ;hoho! :D

Nothing's too late,All you need is, time.

2010-01-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

Schooling's tomorrow! I'm like, EXCITED. SO. FUNNY. RIGHT. Yesterday, I was like, nono, school's reopening, I dont wanna go. :(! Now, I want t go. LOL. But, attire check ah. ;sighz.

Hmm, hmm, hmm, I feel so happy. Just now went out, from morning till 6plus. Bought alot things, ;hoho. Go out w parents, means, buy w/e you want. ;x. Kaaaay, I go audi awhile & going t toss & turn on bed before sleeping. (Confirm cant sleep. Dx)

BLOG MORE TOMORROW. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. MUACK BABY.

How am I gonna survive,If I lose you one day.

2010-01-01T18:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
Byeeee 2009, sucky year I have. (Especially 2nd semestral.) Byebyebyeee, dont come back. Heeeeeelloooooooooo 2010, hope it'll be a better year? But, 10 sound alittle weird. Anyw, I wanna really study. I mean, s-t-u-d-y. Hope I will. ;x.

Last night, was on phone w baby & E fr quite long. Then qad called in, talktalked, baby suddenly slept, LOL. ;x. & the 2010 countdown show, baby went t msg there. '' I love baby and hope to be with baby for eternity. " (LOLOLOLOL.) Heeeeeeeeez, lovee you manymany! :D

Hmm, today, rot at home too. Boringboringboring. Schooling's reopen on 4th, which is this coming monday. So fastfastfast! :( ! Lazy t wake up so early in the morning, and attire check on the first day, great ah. Woooooz, & 3n1'10, gnd. I want 2n2'09 backbackback. D:

I received a chain/threatening email. A poem thing, if never send t 10 people, a girl, Summer w no ears, nose & shes dead, will find me tonight, 10:22pm, at the side of my bed, when I'm sleeping, w a knife, t kill me. LOL. Then baby sent me this, I read alr, jitao LOL. (Heh, ily. :)!)
This is a poem , dedicated to baby ;love
I wrote your name in the sky ,
but the wind blew it away ):
I wrote your name in the sand ,
but the sea washed it away ._.
I wrote your name in my heart ,
Forever it will stay , baby , I Love you , last long with me okay ? ;love

Okay, so crappy ah this pose. Hm, I'm off t eat my Oreos. ;yoooooooooooooz.

Blessed t be loved,Just like you & me.

2009-12-31T12:52:00.009+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY
PESDY TAYYYYYYYY! :D

Hmm, 15 alr ley. LOL. Long time no chaaaaaaaat too. Takecares & enjoy yr daydayday. :)!

TIRED. SICK. LAST DAY OF 2009. SIAN. BORED. BORING.

Uh, supposed t go out t www & escape then countdown together today w clique, wokeup & not really feeling well, then slept back, z. I WANT GO LORRRRR! Hmpff. ;eeks. They ask me t go at evening or later also can, hmm. Maybeeeee I'll go later on. :)!

& Baby cannot use comp, rotting on the last day of 2009? ;( ! Aah, neverminds. I MISS YOU OKAY. Dx

Past few days, tuesday, went fr cca, short briefing only fr next year's cca orientation. Then, bused t lot1, slacked, went homee at ard later afternoon. Yesterday, lovepartied. Ring level 6 alr, I want chiongchiongchiong! :(

Stay with me,

2009-12-27T10:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was, okaaaaay. Last night play battleparty until headache. ._. Slept & okay alr. Baby's sleeping now, pig pig pig pig pig. (Hohoho, lynn agreeeeeees w this okay. LOL.) & you promised me, not t aheeeeeeeeeem. Really want promise that? ;o. Kaaaaaayz, going out soooon t shopshopshopshopshop, hope it willnt rain. Blog later at night or tomorrow? :D!

Quiz belowlow, tagged by SJAB meimei. :)
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets?
- Not really. o.o
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Of coz will laaaaaaaaaaa! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- One to three months. Years, nah, cant. LOL.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy shopping malls. :x
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- If that best friend's a guy & theres feelings?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Both? :D
7. Give one reason why you love dislike your used-to-be significant other.
- Idk, aheem.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Really like, wait lo, but I dont think I can wait fr long. :x
9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
-Aheeeeeeem, sound alittle wrong. LOL.
10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- Depends? LOL. (No voilence.)
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Errrrrrrr, still long. ;x
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- All all all! ;)
13. How contended are you currently?
- Very? :D!
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor. :)! At least got somebody ma.
15. What is your favourite colour?
- GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!! (NO NEED ASK ONEEEEEEEEE. LOL.)
16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- If I have feelings fr someone, aye eyyyyyyy, break? IDK. (Later baby think wrong. LOL.)
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Yeeeep, I'll if I really loveee that someone.
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- I loveeeee you baby, ;hoho. & Faster wake up nownownow! :(
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- Ayee ey, how t choose! :(
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- Yeeeeeeep.
Anybody want do, then do lor. :)!

No matter how much I explains,Nothing seems t go into you.

2009-12-25T23:07:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHOHOHOHO.

SANTA VISITED ME & received some prezzies, hohohoho! Kinda high in msn last night, lalala. :\ Hmm, todaaaay, went out at noon till evening, no pictureeeees. :( ! & Sunday gonna shop till I really dropdropdrop w cliqueeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)! (I can't seemed t wait fr schl t reopen! 3n1'10 huat? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.)

Wedded in audi, Lynn helped, HEEEEEEEEZ, XIEXIE! ;mua! :D GmSantaClaus! He gave me Bright pink roses, 7 days only. The cple suit & 100 free hearts will get next week, so slow. :( After wedding, changed ign t YouSoPlayful, no longer -BEEPBEEP. :D! & gifted t Baby icecream and one faceeeee! Heeeez, better love it! ;x. Hmm, & pass few days, helped 2 cple's wedd, so funfunfunnnnnn. :\! Kaaaaaay, pictureeeees fr the past few days, there there hereeeee there!

Baby havent onlineeeee, I'm missing him likeeeeeeeee, crazyz. & Babybaby, kuai dian hui laaaaaaaaaaaaai! 我好想你哦. D:

Even if nobody's there fr you,I'll still be here, always.

2009-12-24T12:25:00.002+08:00

23rd Dec, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH AHGONG. LOVEEEEEEEEZ, finally 14th oh. Heeeeeeeeez, me lovelovelovelovelovelovelove you! :D

Today; Christmas Eve! :D

Woke up at 6, went back t sleep. Woke up at 7 again, went back t sleep. Woke up at 8 againagain, and went back t sleep. Woke up at 9, sms baby till 10 plus on bed. He go Msia fr Xmas alr. :( ! Rotting now, going out later on fr Dinner at ard 4plusplusplus. Okay, pass few days, rot at homeeeee. Monday, went Eastcoast w cliqueeee. Not much pictures, only 2 randoms. Trained bused t Eunos, bused t Ecp. Waited fr Sp, cycled, & kinda, look fr Dominic that bastard. But he wasnt thereeeee. Liar. ;eeks. After that, played water, blahblah. Bathed, dine at Burgerking and cabbed homeeeee. Tired okaaaay! ;o.

Mineee & nat's. :D

Yeah, audi, leveled up alr, 37. Leave Akk aka Ykz, joined Entreat. ;hoho. Gonna wedding tomorrow, christmas night. 44th t register, so, free 100 hearts & Cute Psychedelic Set fr 30days. (http://audition.playpark.net/info/news/game_newsdetails.aspx?id=201) Not bad baaaaa. Audi's boring & lousy. Bug & bug & bug. & those new audition's songs, boobooooooooooz okay. ;wild. Alrights, off from blogger nownownow. :)! (Will try t update sooooooooooonz. :D)

Maybe this is what I deserve,Question marks appearing everywhere.

2009-12-20T22:27:00.005+08:00

Headache. Terrible. Horrible. Dumb. " My tears are being so naughtynaughty. " Xiexie daddy, fr being there fr me. Thanks fr 'lending' yr shoulder. Webcamming w you, is, funny. :) Thanks Darrentan, always calling me noob, but concerning. Thanks Nat, Ht & Sp, loveloveeloveees. I think I'm going tomorrow, t ECP, w you guys. Muack. Last of all, xiexiee AndreaTan QAD. Tan&qadftwin. :D!

Dint post these few days, I guess nothing much happened. Life's always the same. Nothing's changing, I guess.

Went t GreatGrandMaaaa house today, she's fineeee. Takecareeeeez. Played w my Aunties, & fyi, they are younger than me. Yeeeeps, nothing much. After that, Vivo. Walked ard, did manicure & pedicure. Gah. Kinda, dumb t do it now. School's gonna reopen soooooooooonz. Doing again fr CNY, yeah.

Some picturees took, but. I. Really. Dont. Have. The. Mood. To. Upload. Or. Do. Anything. Short. Post. Here. Byee.

I'm missing you every second,Love you love you love you.

2009-12-13T13:03:00.015+08:00

Past few days pictures. I'm so greeeeeeeeeen ♥! :D

Me & Jess, Sujun behind. LOL. ♥

Me & Jess. ♥

Pei Cherish play cple, last night. :) (First ss.) The rest are, just played w Xuhao daddy de. LOL, penguins. :D!

Okay, basically, rotting at home, msn, audi, blog. Nothing else. :( Jess told me that, we must have trainings fr at least 18 hours per week. Cool right, no holidays fr us. Homeworks not done yet, idk when the hell am I going t do too. :B!

Anyw, helping Yvonne t advertise here! :)

She's selling tickets for two events ! 17thDec Vogue@St James & 20thDec @Stjames. QUICK GET YOUR TICKETS FROM YVONNE/VONIEE NOW @ 83881593 ! ;>

Nobody could understand this,Nothing could mend this.

2009-12-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN TAN! :D
Prezzie fr you, next year. Kim mor. LOL. Keep calling me noob. :( I havent tell gary only. You aaaaaaaaaaah. ;x. Takecareeees & Jyy oh. :D

It's been long since I've last blogged, like again. Basically, having cca fr almost the whole of this week. Tuesday - Saturday, cool, yeah? :)

Newmoon at JurongPoint w Tcn & those guys, as usual. :) Jacob (Taylor Lautner.) is ohsohooooot! So in lovee w him oh! His eight pacs, hohoho.

Yeah, yesterday, after homenursing, went lot1 slacked & watched Planet 51. Cartoon, funny show. & we kept throwing Popcorns t the girl sitting infront of me, after movie, she went out, her whole back was Popcorns. :D! & then, after awhile, we saw a G A Y. He was botak w one little patch of hair infront, wearing a purple dress w a purple leggings, a purple heels, pink handbag & a spec/shades(?). We kinda stalked him & then, he was gone halfway, snapped a few pictures of him, dont laugh too loud okay. ;x.

GREENGREEEEEEEEEEEN, ;luv.

Today, training again. Self training, actually, did nothing, AT ALL. :) Slacking ard, after that, ate & went up t Logeys's auntie house, rent DVD, went back, tried t watched, but cant. Then went t watch in her comp, watched until curl up on bed. Damn cold laa. :( ! Bused trained homeeeeee. Then lalala, now doing nothing. Baby's overseas, aw. :( !

Okaaay, pictureeeeeeeeeeeeees nownownow. :B

Gaaaaaaaaaaay @ Lot1. HAHAHAHA.

Jess & me. :B (Buangbuang me. ;x.)

Logeys & me. (._.)

Ji & me. :)!

Buang 死我. ;x.

Maybe I was wrong from the start,I didn't knew everything will turned out like this.

2009-12-06T11:32:00.000+08:00

4th december; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYSUJUN. ♥ (JI AH JI.) :D!
Finally 14? Someoneeee gonna be 15 alr, old cow. (Shhs, dont tell her. LOL.) Poor thing, yr birthday got promotion test. Somemore until latelatelatee. :( ! ME LOVE YOU OKIE. :D! (HOHOHO.)

6th december; 1am, HUITING'S BACK FROM BANGKOK. Heeheehee, welcome back oh oh. I told you, it's dirty. (HAHAHHA.) New moon new moon tomorrow oh ♥! :D

I'm ohsolazy t blog nowdays. Sorry, :( ! I'm like so no-life now. Rotting at home, sleep, eat, use lappy. Almost everyday, I'm like these. Unless if there's trainings or outings. & yepyeepyesh, going t watch New moon tomorrow w clique. Gosh, fasterfaster, I wanna watch! :D!

Ahhh, I wont be elaborating much fr the past few days, just on friday. It was our Promotion test. Have t go fr an interview, footdrills & firstaid MOI. First aid MOI on Tuesday. :)

I tell you people one very funny thing about GWN. Last night, he was cheated by a ghost picture screaming. He was scared & couldn't sleep. He knocked onto his parents' door & asked, want t have supper? Actually he wanted t say he was scared. Then he tried t sleep, while sleeping, he rolled down from bed in the middle of the night, & his nose numbnumb now. (woopszxc, HAHAHA, :D.)

& I f/king dk who I ♥ now. (This sound so stupid, I'm sorry.)
Okie, I'm doneee w blogging. TATA! ;)

You're one in a million,Once in my life time.

2009-11-28T11:30:00.002+08:00

Hmpff, ohsolazy t blog these few days. ;x

24th Nov, Tuesday.
Gt our flagdays' tins, & had our FAC training by Timo sir. (Lalala.) After training, our team did some trainings t build up our stamina, as told by Shermain mdm. Run up t 3rd floor & back t 1st floor 3 times, 35 pumpings, 10 situps, 20 jumping jacks. But I think not enough, heehee. ;x. NA2 & NC1 ftw. :)

25th Nov, Wednesday.
Flag day, ayeeeee ey. I was lateeeee by 15mins? ;x! (LOL. & I slept at 4 okay.) Trained t clementi, collect & all that, bused t Holland. Ahma-es ftw, generous die. But hor, got one auntie came t me & say. " You donate t me first la. " I was like, ohokay & walked off. ;x! Pasted alot stickers all over my body, lalala. Then got this guy, quite shuai ba. He also sjab, acs de. I go & ask 要donate not. He ask us back then I took his stickers. (LOLLL. Nothing t do, ;x.) K, then ate breakfast there, bused t BukitMerah. Slacked alot w Jess, wenlid & hanis. :) Get back t school, return tins, felt bad. Seniors have t go ard collect again. ;o. Bused t Lot1, pizzahut. Hohos, & then slack, went home. ;x

26th Nov, Thursday.
Stay at home the whole day I guess.

27th Nov, Friday.
Shopshop at Marinasquare & suntec. Keep saying lcb t my ahma, then she whisper ccb, damn cute cans. (Aheeeeeems, LOL.) Ate hotpot, full si. & My phone batt flat. Tmd, D: !
Bought new keyboard, contact lenses. :)

& I miss yr voice, alot. :( !

Todays, tonights, tomorrows.Dont stop dont stop, continue baby.

2009-11-23T22:41:00.005+08:00

Din't get a chance t post fr the past two days, heeheehee.

21st Nov, Saturday.
Cca Open House. Trained t Lot1, bought roses fr Seniors & wk sir as thankyou-gifts fr camp, :)! Then bused t schl, gave t them. Sweet oh sweet. ♥! Slacked awhile, changed into fullu, took over first shifts' duties. CPRCPRCPR. ;x. After that, trained t Lot1 w Huiting, Nat, Shipei, Logeys, Jess & Ji. Slacked & ate pizza hut fr our late lunch. (& my dinner.) Slack, trained home.

Huiting, Sujun, Logeys, Me, Jess, Nat. ♥

22nd Nov, Sunday.
PublicDuty at some FoodExpo thing near Changi. Took ambulance there, (beepborbeepbor.) Pigu pain & headache. Luckily never puke out. Changed into fullu, & guess what. We dont have t clip up our fringes & all that, first timeeeeeee. Wk listened t all my phone songs & sendsendsend, machiam free. (okay wait, its free. wo de batt ley. ;x.) Have all our lunch & dinner there. While patrolling, one lady came t us, ' got pple faint got pple faint. ' One old lady, stretcher came & all that, lalala. Slacked, end, changed out, back into ambulanceee. Wk & m sir brought us to a darkdark place where they suggested t have our night walk here, but schl didn't allow as it was super dark. Scary oh. ;x. & then, drove all of us home. Last second t alight, I think. M sir was like, monkey cans. Swingswingswing, twist&turn inside. Humps make our butt pain. x.x Anyw, thanks. :) Back home safely at ard, 12.30am.

Sujun & me. ♥ (In fullu, unglams.)

23rd Nov, Monday.
Trained t gombak, went D Image t cut fringe w Nat, bangbangs. Kinda, weirddddddd. :( ! Then met those guys, trained t Vivo. Longjohn, arcade, then watched 2012. Huiting, Nat, Logeys, Martin, Mickey, Amirul, Ernest, Shaun, Maurice, Pengchong, Yockhwie, Weiyong & meeeeeeeee. Shipei, Jess, Sj, Farah & Guan cmi today, (sobs.) ! I moved & lie like anyh in the theatre. (Paisey. ;x) Heeeees, after that. Slackslacked, eateat dinner & bus-train home. Okay, I'm super worned out. 6 days continously going out, next two days too. Total of 8 days, 7 days are linked t cca, only 1 day is outing, which is today. :(

Photoooooooooooos now, :D (some only, will steal from Nat soon. :x!)

Putting up a show,Fake smiles & laughters for you.

2009-11-20T21:40:00.006+08:00

Back home at 9pm. Ohsotiring & sleepy.
17th - 19th Nov; Annual Advanture Camp.
20th Nov; Briefing on tomorrow's Cca Open House.
21st Nov; Cca open house.
22nd Nov; Public Duty at some Food Expo, 11am - 10pm. (11hours, cool. :D) But 9plus in the morning, going alr. :)!
23rd Nov; Class Outing at Vivo, 2pm show, 2012. (Watching fr the 2nd time, if you've realised.)
24th Nov; FAC Training. :)
25th Nov; SJAB Flag Day.
27th Nov; Cca Training.
And so on, maybe having 3 trainings per week. Last two weeks of Dec, will be our Holidays. Like so finally.

Yepyeeeps, ohsocool right! :D, packedpackedbusybusyshannon. (LOLOLOL.) Alrights, & I'm really sick of steading, sorry. Oh yeaaah, & audition, play until sotsot alr. Gotta concentrate on SaintJohns as well as next year's studies alr, have to start soon after buying sec3s books. So excited, ;x.

-Beeeeeeep-

& yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep, today's briefting was alright. Learn t dance the dance fr Nobody by WonderGirls. Tomorrow's Cca Open House, have t dance when the song is played. So cool right. Mine's second shift at FirstAidBooth, 12.30pm. I'll look super unglam. (Heeheeheeheehee.) Okay, after that briefing, went t Shakery, bought bubbletea & went back t schl. Slacked ard & went into SJ Room, waikinsir talked t us about Cca stuffs. He's understanding, yeaaaaah. Talk halfway, phone rang. Stupid GohWeiNan call der, bong. & hor, he slipped and fell coz he gei kiang go slide near SJ Cave. Saw him standing up, blurblur one. Thenthenthen, trained the Footdrills seq fr FAC together w Team 2, & played captains' ball fr awhileeeee at quadrangle. (I'm very very short, I know. Cries.) Saw MrHoon, gei kiang called him, then he stare at my hair & said after a few weeks hair colour change ah. I at there, ah ah ah ah ah no la. ;x ! After everything, bused t Lot1. (Whole of team 2 & Jess, me.) Team 1, pbt! ♥ Dine at LongJohn. Bio-ing guys too, but no shuai ones. (SHHHH. LOL.) Went up t roofgarden, bonding session? Talktalktalked. :)! & trained home, saw BenjaminCheeZhiXian. ;x.

-Beepbeeeeeep-

& yeeeah, 17th Nov, swiss graduation night. My brother looked quite cool I think, but dint get a chance t see him wearing it in rl, only in photos. I only like his hair, clothes & ear piercing. He looked ~~retarded~~, overall? (HAHAHA.) Okaaaay, my brother ftw, that's all fr now. & No pictureeeeees, dint get the chance t snap any photos. (Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.) Beepbeepbeeeeeeeeeeeep, now, tata! :)

I can't seem to figure out what I want,What I needed most.

2009-11-19T15:49:00.006+08:00

BACKBACKBACK. :D!
No pictures fr this camp, aw.

Day 1,
Reported in schl, first parade. Waikin caught my hair colour, he said he's going t buy black spray fr me, then I promised him t spray it fr camp. (But he din't bought. Heeeeeees.) Almost fainted, rest awhile, okay alr. Cleaned our bunks, & went out t shop&save, bought uncooked food, back t schl & did our outdoor cooking. Boring, ;x. After that, six-stations game. So called PhysicalTraining, (PT.) but wasn't as tough as last year's. After this, bathed, dine (chickenrice.) & had our Don't Forget The Lyrics. Me host okay, but shy. (HAHAHAHAA.) Then after that, watched 17 again & ate our supper. Yuckzxc. ;x! Okay, then, slept at ard 12am. Din't get our phones back. :(

Day 2,
Fall in at 6am, cool. Ate our breakfast. (nasilemak. ._.!) Early morning eat riceeee, first time. ;o. Find our clues in the canteen & bused t Sentosa. (Gosh, ;luv.) Played the amazingrace game thingthing, okokay ba. I think I only like station that Faizah & Shermain were there. After gamegamegameee, had our lunch. (rice w/ chickenwing & fishfillet.) Hohos, dint ate the chicken wing, it flew into the dustbin. ;x! Then went fr Luge & skyride. Niceniceeee, sat w Jessjess. Then hazri suddenly SHANNONNNNNN ~ I turn back, he at there kiao ka. LOL. Jess close her eyes & talk t me, damn cute canzxc. ;D!

After that, went back t schl, prepared our item fr BBQ performance. Then, had our BBQ. Great, heeees. Ate not much, but fun time messing up everything. Woops, I mean cleaning up everything, heeeeees, ^^. Then, BBQ performance, had this game, like, do actions then the other pple have t guess whats the word/sentence. Suey, Jaslin chose Zahin, zahin chose me randomly. Mine was a word, RAPED. ._.! Paisey siaaaaa. Kay, & sang Tonight by FM static fr my group. (This song made me remind of pesdy, random, hahahahahaha. ;x.) After that, changed into black tee. Haunted house? Laughs, scary actually. Went in, saw the pictures, chua tio alr. Then the dummy on the chair move, drop on floor, ._.! Lalala, seniors acted as those ghosts. Anyh pull my leg, T T. Get out of the room, legs were covered w actificial bloods. Cannot wash off after bathing. :( ! & we got back our phones, weeeohoh. 53 messages, nice right. ;\! Slept at ard 2plus or 3am.

Day 3,
Woke up at 5.45am. Washed up & fall in at 6am. Seniors & officers are still sleep except Aizat. Sat there & talktalktalk all the way, ;x. Breakfast wasnt ready so did some stretchings & played captains' ball, dint really played. Boring. Then have our breakfast (rotiprata.) Gosh oh, have t use our hands, first time. x.x , weird. Ate one piece only. After that, photo taking, unglam. :)! Then packed our stuffs, alittle briefings here & there. Got our certs fr Service of mankind, cool. :D

Break camp at 10.23am by Wai kin.
Big thanks t all the Sec3s who held this camp fr us as well as the officers. :D!

& YEPYEEEEPS, I missed my bed so muchhhhie.

After breakcamp, ate mac, fullfull. ;x, trained t Yewtee. Slackslacked, rainrainrained awhile & trained homeeee. Heh, tcn outing soonsoonsoon puhleaseeeeeeeee. TCN pbt. ♥!

can't wait t take over next year. So cool but tiring & fun. :)!

I'm foolish enough,Gone, go for a better one, love.

2009-11-16T20:02:00.005+08:00

Miss you guys alot, ♥.

Hmm, basically rotting at home from yesterday till today. Actually going fr dinner this evening at sakaesushi, but lazy alr. :( ! Zomgzxc, I'll miss sushi-es when I'm away. (dots, LOL.) Mickey went fr his bball camp today, guess what he asked me. He asked me t help him buy small shampoo then pass t him tomorrow during my camp. (HAHAHAHA.) Alittle dumb of him, yeeeeeah. Okaaaay, nothing much. Oh, I'm single now, & dont bother asking me why, coz I wont answer you anything. :( Alrights, I'm off now, so tired. Right hand painpainnumbnumb(?) Lalala, nightnights & takecares alright. ♥

CAMPCAMPCAMP, MIA-ING FROM SEVENTEEN TO NINETEEN NOVEMBER. MUST MISS MISS MISS ME WHEN I'M AWAY ALRIGHTS, :) ! CAUSE SHANNON WILL MISS YOU PEOPLE TOO, ♥! :D

Things werent the same as before,Everything has changed, totally.

2009-11-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

Ohmynehneh, 2012. Awesome movie okaaaaayzxc! :) , I guess this is the second best movie I've watched in my 14 years of life. First was Twilight, then this. Gosh, its awesomeeeee alrights. A must-watch-movie. Lalala, okay, let me elaborate more bout' today, alright.

Alittle late fr training at 9 in the morning, but training wasnt started yet. Dillydally awhileee, started on some basic footdrills, then memorising of FirstAid S&S. :)! So slack so slack oh. & waikin sir asked me if I did dye my hair, I straight say NO. (Heeheeeheeeee.) After training, Jess, sj & me bused t Jurongpoint, go around finding shops that are hiring. Got Zinc & Camouflage. Not sure can or nots, hope so. Jess, mickey, daddy & me. :D! After hunting fr jobs available, we 3 meet Natasha, huiting & shipeeeei. Watched 2012 at ard 3.45pm. The seatings were like, all seperated. Six of us sat aloneeeee. :( ! Beside me were two guys, like whatthenehneh. Movie was really great, & its 2hours&45mins. After movie, all of us chiong fr toilet. Peepeepeee oh. ;x!

Then Jess & sj bused home, Nat, Huiting, Shipei & me dine at KFC. Talked about childhood times, ;)! Then walked awhile, bused homeee. Reached home at ard, 9plus, near 10pm. Okaaaaay, nothing much alr, will MIA from 17th - 19th Nov, fr my camp. Miss me k, heeeeeeeh! :D

I cried over the rivers,& you got me over you.

2009-11-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

No pictures today, hohoho. Dyed my hair, redbrownredbrown(?). Repierced one of my earhole, 9 holes, :). & my brother pierced his left ear, and also dying his hair brown tomorrow, laughsoutslouds. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.) ;x!

Okay, went fr training today. Its so slack, ohso s-l-a-c-k. Saw MickeyTan, he dye his hair too. Horrr, kena by Hoon alr, still want dye! LOL. Campcampcamp, next tuesday. Not a training camp, like so woaaaah. Some of us discuss fr the Dont Forget The Lyrics thing fr first day of camp, (me host okay!) Fun dieeeeeeeeeeee. (Lalala.) Did some footdrills fr FirstAidComp, (FAC.) Cool oh cool, oh oh oh. & finding work soon, hope timing wont clashes up w my trainings. ($_$) Ohoh, & my camp group has two guys, one my squadmate one my junior. Like ohmynehnehs, my junior that one, so irritating. D: ! Kaay, FAC training tomorrow. We are starting ohsoearly rights. Kinda lazy t go fr it actually, have t wake up in the early morningmorningmorning, my beauty sleep. :( !

Gonna watch my 2012, goshgoshgosh. Watching it on monday, I guess. Some of them cant during weekends, aww. Yeaaaah, & lovepartied, last night. Cuphea ring alr. Bbybbybby, me want asterrr. :D! -hinthints- Hehhhs, alrights. I shall go off now, tata. ♥!

I'm not letting you in,Niether letting you go.

2009-11-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

NatMeHt. Ht behind, so cuteeeeeeeee.

Okaaaay, kinda lazy t blog this days. Heh, busy tagging hearts & trainings too. :)! Hmm, alot events coming up alrights. Busy me, laughs. Actually went t Lot1 library t do our homeworks today, but end up, dint. Was chatting away, walking ard. Oh, and bought my dye, new bubble wash thing. Dye tomorrow baa, heeeeeeeeeeeeees. ^^. Hope wont be caught during trainings & FarahShipeiMe wont be dying back, until next year. Unless kena caught by any teachers in schl. Hohoho. :D

Oh oh oh, and my brother. Preparing fr Graduation night alr. Friday, he dying his hair light brown, cutting too & piercing his left ear. SHUAI? (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.) Laugh our asses out please! :) (insiders.) & I envy okay, he dont have t study in Swiss, anymore. I want too. Want know who my brother not, hohoho, shall tell you guys, next year. :B!

Have not much holidays actually, only last 2 weeks of dec. How cool.
1. Trainings fr FAC next year. Almost every week & first two weeks of Dec holidays. I dont think I can make it t Taiwan/HongKong w family alr. :( (Cries out loud.)
2. AnnualTrainingCamp (ATC.) 17th - 19th Nov.
But I think I'll enjoy myself fr the camp. Luckily, during the night, they will return us our phones. :D! & yepyeps, advanture camp, not training camp. How great. :)

Hope you can tell,Back to you you you.

2009-11-07T17:27:00.003+08:00

Natnat, (she said she looked like my mother in this pic.) HOHO.

Havent been blogging fr the past few days. Not busy but tired. (HAHAHA.) Yeeps, had trainings on tues & friday. Tuesday was rather slack, none of the officers came, & we've got a chance t take over the sec1s. Cmi, no offence oh. Some alright, some, bwg. :)! Friday's training was alright, waikin sir came backbackback. Slacked & talked rubbishes. (Ahemhem!) Thenthenthen, did nothing. Stayed at home, chiong hearthearts. Ard 800 more hearts t lp, current ring level is 13, (If I'm not wrong.) Gogogo! :\!

No pictures today, hohoho. Okay, I'm bored now. Nothing much t blog on. Howhow?! :( ! I WANNA GO OUT OUT OUT. :( ! Hmm, dunniu, dunji & dunzhu, huaaaaaaaat! :D Actually, I cant wait fr 2010, I feel like studying. At least studying is much more better than rotting at home, right? D:

I'm missing you now. I'm so sorry fr what I've said on that day. (Tuesday.) I'm sorry & jiayouu in getting me back. Evils me, (HAHAHA.) 1 day, 6 hours & 20mins moreee. Okay, actually I was touched, maybe I'm too soft hearted alr. ;x! Jyy? :D!

I can't go any further,Not anymore.

2009-11-02T23:54:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL CYQ, BENDAAAAN! :D
Fourteeeeen! Heh, grow taller kaaaay. :B! Next year diff class alr, hmm. Must remember mememe hors. :D! Hahaha, takecares & hope you've enjoyed todaaaaaaaay. -points t yr shuaishuai- ;x.

Only one twisttwist, gaaaahs.

I extra on flashhhhhhy. :\!

Hellohello peeps, guessed today was rather a fun trip t wildwildwet (www.), yepyeps. :) Natasha, Huiting, Jess, Sujun, Sheryl, Guan, Mao, Maurice, Shaun, Don, Pengchong, Martin. Ving did met us but he went off when we were training t PasirRis. ;o. Farah didnt came, Logeys dint manage t persuade her mother, so she isnt here tooo. :(! Kaaay, then met them, trained t PasirRis & had lightlunch @ macs. Dun ji told me someguy called me, coz we were wearing our classtee, got nameeey behind. (._.)

Then, bused t downtowneast, saw Wenhui & Jingqi, :), & walked t www. Played all rides, I think. Samsung rideeeeeeee! Gagaga, went three times. Scary okay, screamoutlouds. Family riderideeeeee, all the photos so funny laaaaa, LOL. :\. Waveeeey pool, lazy pool, funfunfuns. Dint manage t get any photos when we were in the water, only after we bathed. :( ! Settled down & had our dinner @ kfc, (fyi, girls only. Guys went t eat the freeflow buffet thingthing.) @ ard 8pm. Then waited fr the guys, bused back pasir ris, Jess, Sj & mao went home first. So, went WhiteSands, walkwalkwalked. Guan & Martin play a fool lor, escalator, stay there mai move, made me banged into them. x.x! Ard 9plus, trained homee from Pasir Ris t Cck then lrt homeeed. Huiting sent me a guy's dick pic in train. Kns, LOLOL. Shall not upload hereeee. ;x! Dint regretted going today, but, the more the merrier. If Shipei, Farah, Logeys, Ernest & Mickey was there, greatohgreat. D:

K, went home, auditioned. LovePartied; ringring level 11, hehs. Alrights, going off nownownow, theres training tomorrow. :D!

Even if the whole world's gone,I'll still be by yr side.

2009-11-01T13:36:00.007+08:00

011109 todaaaaay. Niceeeeeeeeeeee? 111. LOL. :\! First day of nov, gahgahgah. Boring day. Not going out. Grandfather cooking crabs. Yuuum! Amirul dont jealous. :D

Martin, I want candies. Tomorrow go www hor, gimme candies. :)!

Now I cant wait fr tomorrow's arrival. Missing 2n2 right nownownow, thinking back the past, what those naughtynaughty guys did in class, so cute! Heh. I bet tomorrow will be fun @ www. Ahhhh, piggyback race. I'm not gonna plaaaaay. ;\. Hmm, will try to take ALOT of pictures tomorrow. Have t charge my phone tomorrow morning, if not later, DEAD again. & I will go, sobbing. Wear black fbt + black diku, remember. :D!

Nothing much t blog about alr, stay tune fr my next updateeeeeeee! :).

Here's a pictureeeeee of Hwiehwie. LAUGHOUTLOUD. (Credits t TanGuanYuan.)

I'm tired of putting up a fake smile everytime,Dont you know how much I need you?

2009-10-31T17:07:00.006+08:00

Tcn, ftw. ♥

To SHIPEI; Chiobuuu, I guess you're at Thai now. Enjoy yr days there, I'll be missing you! In fact, I'm missing you right nownownow. D: I want go out w you deeeeer! TCN outing, 2n2 outing. We waiting fr you. & yeps, we feel bad going t www on monday w/o you. Sorry shipeeeei, I know you wont mind, we will organise another outing asap when you come back kaaaay! I will make yr tagboard alive too. :) And and and, come back le, better message me hor! :D Luvluvluvluvluvyouyouyouyouyou, ♥

To TAN QI ZHEN; I know you luv pink. :B He asked me t blog about him, & his name have t be ULTRA BIG. Rubbish, hope you kena molested in Thai by those uglyugly zb. :\! Same day go thailand w Shipei leys. Sekali see each other on any street. Laughlaughs, dont worry. I'll miss you too. Yr horniness, make me so pissed. " Sick laa mickey! " & bhbness. You aint that shy infront of us, suddenly remembered how you answered me in the bus on Friday. " YEEEES? " So gay, please. LOL. Come back also must text me hor! If not I piak you. & I know you sadsad coz monday cannot go www see chiobu w us. :)! After you & shipei back, another outing laa okay. Hohoho, mickeymickeymickey. OH YAAAAAAAA, HONEYSTARS. My honey stars, nice not. Im eating honeystars then suddenly reminded me about you. ._.!

-Beepbeepbeep-

Okaaaay, back t blogging. Currently at ahma house now, stealing internet. :)! Oh so bored, nothing t do. All I could do is; watch tv, play w cousin, talk t adults, sms(?), play audition, blogging. Tv is sucha bore, no nice dramas. Cousin, ah, irritating. One year old plus only, can run here & there. I dint know. Talk t adults? Nothing t talk, studies? cca? schlings? Sms, hmm, nobody t sms now, currently. . Audition is boredboredbored. Keys & keys & keys, see keys everyday. ;o. So I came blogging hereeeeee. Okay, kinda crappy. (._.)!

HALLOWEEN! Where are my candies. -Martin.
Shoo, shld be I say. WHERE ARE MY CANDIES! :D

Could anyone get me out of this boredom? ;'( !

2nd nov, this coming monday. My beloved Bendan's birthday! Turning 14, yeps. :)! WWW on yr birthday, weeeees. So called, 2n2 outing too, happy birthday in advance, alrights. Luv you manymanymany! & Dont worry, you wont be lonely. All the nuts will accompany you, especially meeeee, birthday girl! ♥ Hope it will be a fruitful one! :DD.

Up till here, bye peeps. ;')

-Beeeeeeeep-

I'm sorry, I really couldnt go out these days. Busybusybusy w classmates gatherings/outings & trainings. Hope you could understand how I feel. Probably, you do. But why do you always push me t other pple? Perhaps, I really did joke too much w you. I'm not that kind of pple, you shld know. Dont you even feel weird when I acted like that last night & this morning? Maybe I was over high, telling you ~~now~~ just now. But you dont seemed t give it a damn & you dont seemed t believe me. Its okay, I'm alright w yr reaction. I understand, I was overboard. Hope you dont keep things about me from me, tell me all you could. I'm not being a great girlf t you, I'm not treating you good enough. I'm really sorry.

I'm really afraid, afraid of everything.
Every possibilities that might happened soon after.
Can't help it.

Every mistakes & arguements made,Makes our bond together stronger each time.

2009-10-30T09:54:00.008+08:00

(Credits t Nat.)

(Credits t TanGuanYuan.)

To my TanShipei ; Going thai tomorrow right, better come back fast! We will miss you & we wont go out w/o you! :) Me me me will miss you you you! ♥ Shipei huat ah, heeheehee. :D

Life's bored fr now. No schoolings, no noisy atmospheres. I'm alr missing schooling, 2n2. :(

Hmm, we're only seperating into two classes & look how sad we were yesterday. What if its more than two classes, gg alr. Heard that Mr shashi told dk who that our class was the most united one, just coz we most of us did cried yesterday while the other classes dint cried this much. But yes, we are united, yeps. What had happened in the past, were alr past. Let bygones be bygones. Whatever martin or the rest of us have done wrong, let it all by pass. Nothing could ever replace 2n2 oh nine alrights. Those naggings from Mrhoon, his stupid childish things in class, our straws (he called earsticks as straws.) confiscated & thrown, earstuds too. Clipping up fringes all the time, guys' tapled pants, hair & socks. Pon-ing enrichment & ended up playing catching ard the school the other time. Remember? Will we miss him? Not all I guess. But I'm sure I'll miss him, but I've disappointed him countless times. Yay. Loittering ard Lot1, (Y). But most of us went 3n1, 24 of us from 2n2 including me. 24, wheres the rest (16 people.) ? Ernest& sheryl, yeah. Most of us will miss you fr sure. It all had became history, laughs. Dont worry, every one of you, even xiping(?), will be in my heart too, always. Wonderful & best classmates in my 14 years life. Promise that we will be as close as we were now, talked like how we used to, even after 3 years time. Study hard fr now alrights. Those fun moments, exciting atmosphere, kena insulted by some of you. Being too fair, too hairy, too short, shoesize 3, hand small & all that. Never once I was angry, yeahs. & yes, last night there was a 2n2 conver, infront of everybody confessed who I've liked before. Laughoutloud, shameless me.Lastly, I felt guilty treating some of you like that, especially shobana. Luv you too. Andand Jialin, study hard in express. Gonna miss you too, :( Tears are worthed, this shows us how much we cared & missed. Though some of you guys dint even feel sad. How we were in the pass two years, will remain. (-winks-). I'll definitely miss you guys. Always here & forever will.

Okay, kinda crappy, ignore the above. :) Cant wait fr next year too. 2010, Physics, Geog & Fnn, here I come. :D! TCN remains too, study & slack together. (Y)! I'll try my best t turn a new leaf from now. Attending every trainings if I could, as FAC & ATC are coming up soon. What wk sir have said t Me & Jess on the last training, after hearing, have a sudden urge t attend fr future trainings. Alrights, shall concentrate on cca, studies, as well as friends & ofcoz, also, not neglecting baby. ♥

Baby, dont drop out from schl okay, continue studying alrights & mai sad sad oh, I'm still here fr you, always. Heee, next year can study together alr, weeeohoh. :)

I hope I could read yr mind,I really wanna know whats on yr mind.

2009-10-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Okaay, nicee right. I know. :)

Last day of schl, aww. Not really a great day. Learning journey was alright, but weather was ohsohot. Otw back t schl, in bus, tanshipei started crying. Others started crying, including me. Cried till after schl. (._.) Glad that TCN members are all in the same class, 3n1. I thought its gonna be 3n2. Every batch, 3n2's the naughtier one, but I think 2010 batch, 3n1 will be naughtier oneeee. :) (& I'm not saying that I'm naughty.)

Everything started like, we didnt know each other. Total strangers fr me. I dont know anyone, neither you guys know me. But now, after 2 years, we became like this. I've regretted much, not cherishing those times together, as a class. Arguements, qurrells, weird. Waste of time, now that some of us were seperated. I've regretted, really, alot, alot. Especially t Sheryl, wasnt so close fr a time being. But you're a great friend. :) But yeahs, hope all of us could turn a new leaf, (as what Mrhoon had said ealier on.) , 2n2-ohnine will remain, stay in contact & talk like how we are now even after 3 years, yeps? :D! Twoenthuohnine, FTW. ♥

Got back report books, bused t JurongPoint. Ate mac, mega mcspicy. I really dont know how t eat. Ate half of it, one chicken one bread, then daddymao &ernest came, gave him & ernest t eat. Spicy & full alr, eew. I hate mcspicy from now. :\ Went walking ard, got into courts, was kinda, kena chased out. Xcraft, went there, bought stud? & when we are leaving, that auntie accused us fr stealing her earsticks. Oh well, who wanna steal yr earsticks which only cost a dollar. Bullshiet, made things big in the public. Trying t make us embrasses, nice. We bo sa la hor! Raaah, ;@. I dont understand why theres so many pple staring. Stupid auntie, she said she has the video as evidence. Yeps, but why not show us? Dumb, police oh? Police case yaw. If we wasnt wearing something related t swiss, we confirm make you paisey infront of us, alrights. After that, hmm, taiji ba? But settled. Then bused home, heh. :)

I'm always wondering. Sometime, I really dont understand myself. Kinda dumb, yeahs. I cant different shade now, how great. Tell me what am I suppose t do now. I really dont know why this thing will ended up like this.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY MAOMAO ! :DD
Aiya, alr wished you in schl, like my hughug ma?! :B! Better treat yr nuer better. Dont always tickle hor! Raaaaaaaaaahs. Owe you one prezzie nahs, after 3 months then give you. LOL. Takecares & paisey hur, cried on yr bday. ;o! 14 years old alr, mai lamelame w me le. Grow upupupupupupupupupup! 3n1 2010 huat ah. & Nuer luv daddy! :D

I tried my hardest & my best,But I just couldn't seem t make it.I'm losing grip.

2009-10-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was kinda boring, Inter class games cancelled due t that stupid lightening alert. Today, was alright, nothing great. Cca, promotion test, passed all. But there will be another test soon. Atc camp on 17th nov t 19th nov, FAC trainings coming up soon too. Cant wait! D:

Tomorrow's the last day of schling of 2009, theres learning journey too. Kinda sad, streaming this year. Some of us will be seperated, 3n1 & 3n2 - 2010. Aww, 2n2'09& TCN huat ah huat. ♥

& Baby couldnt sms now, you know how sad am I now? Nah, you wont know. (sighsighsigh!)

It all may seemed fine on the surface,But who knows whats beneath those.

2009-10-26T13:26:00.004+08:00

Sec4s having O level English paper 1 & 2 today, heees. Lucks seniors, & esp my brother! (HAHAHAA.) 1.30pm paper start, they shld be doing alr ba? Gambatte! :D.

I'm boredboredbored. Din't go anywhere yesterday, stucked at home fr the whole day. Today too, aint going anywhere, I think. Lazy laa, sorry! :x. Just came home not long ago, went somewhereeeee. :\. Quoted; holidays are fun & best. But mine's b-o-r-e-d, rotting at homeeee. :(

Pigpigbaby sleeping now, throwing me alone here. ~~Damn~~ ♥ him, he said he's not gonna ton last night. But end up, ton. Ton ton ton ton ton, ton until dw me alr? :B! I hope I could spam call him until he wakes up, nownownow. Butbutbut, 我不舍得吵醒他啦, sleep tighttight! ♥ (Heheeheee.)

How we used to be,Was it you, or me.

2009-10-24T11:34:00.006+08:00

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Gonna do nothing fr the whole day, today.
NOTHING NOTHING & NOTHING, But chionging exp fr audi later, boring days ahead, three days. No life no life no life no life no life.

Muscles aching everywhere, :(

Oh oh, & I think on wed, TanGuanYuan gratz me just because there wasnt any pimples on my face last year, but now there are. So he said that I've finally grown up. (Like aheeeeem.) & he told me t blog about what he have said on that day, but I stm ahhhhh, now then remember. :B
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Lost.Talk to me in my eyes.

2009-10-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Today's interclass competition (capts ball.) was, great. (Y)

But I think, throughout the game, I was running & jumping like dk an idiot. I jumped but I was too short. (criedoutloud.)
For my team, 2n2 team B ; First game, competed w 2E4, won. Then, 2E3, lost. Last game, 2E1, lost. They played rough, but nah, its okay, coz I did play rough too. :B
For the other team, 2n2 team A ; Competed with the same classes as team B did, but they lost, win, win. Opposite from us. LOL. Neverminds, all the way N2. There are still 4 classes t go next tuesday. :D

Lalala, I'm oh so tired. :( Came home, accompanied QAD play audition. She wanna bang her head against the wall, manymany times. After awhile she gtg, then BEN accompany me fr like, 5 games. He's my listening ears now. Then I went out of Audition. Audition is really really really very boring.

& what baby knows is, ton ton ton ton ton ton ton ton ton & ton. TT.

Nothing seemed wrong,But I might be wrong.

2009-10-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

SUBJECT COMBINATION, HOHO. Made some changes in the choices @ comp lab. Changed all t physics, no bio in my choices. & coincidently, all mychoices was the same as Naaaaat, woots. :)

Inter-class competition tomorrow, excited & nervous. (-.-) Hopehopehope we will play well. Play harddd, enthuians ftw ftw ftw. :D

Okaay, thats all fr today.

I hate myself fr doing all these, thinking all that. Maybe I shldn't have even thought of that. Not that I dont wanna trust you, & neither did I trust other pple than you. I'm trying hard t stop all these stupid thinkings & acts that I'm doing, but nobody understands me.

I might be a fool,But you made me trust you.

2009-10-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

YEEEES & YAY. Got all EOY papers back, not really disappointed in all. But I seriously, luv HISTORY alot. My paper got 3 marks in total, & all 3 marks is from MCQ. Those behind questions, all ZERO. HISTORY FTW! :D

Have t submit our 5 choices fr Subject Combination by tomorrow. I dont know which one t choose fr choices 2 to 5. First choice, confirmed alr. Physics, Geog & FNN, HOPE I COULD GET THIS COMBINATION! :) I wanna really study well fr next year. :( , motivation please, anyone? :D

To passby ; Hmm, okaay, got yr info. Imma dumbfool? Maybe? Leave down yr name please? D:

Baby, idk what t do. But I'm sure I've trusted you, dont let me find out you two-timed me hor! LOL. If not yr balls will be slapped by me. HAHAHAHA. :D

Maybe what was said were right,No regrets.

2009-10-20T10:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went Logeys house. Ate her mother cook de food, niceee. :) But I sick uh, cannot eat most of the food. :B! After that, trained to Lot1, watched Imagine That. Shipei & igg hur! Behind do whatwhat, thought we dk, HAHAHA. Then trained homeee w Logeys & Huiting, :DD. Bathed & went t clinic, soon after. Mc one day, 6 pills to swallow & 1 syrup, 3 times a day somemore. Sigh, :(

Today. Seven or eight people pon schl I think, :\. Thanks Jess fr smsing me my results & Nat fr keeping my papers. :B, aw. My results were, ohsonoob. (And you know what, my hands are shaking while typing. I dont know why, D:)

Baby have been pigging since 8plus till now. Mountain highhigh oh, :D. & dont worry, I'll recover fastfast & do manymany things w you(?). HAHAHA. Luv die youuuuuu! :)

I'm lost,I really dont know what t do.

2009-10-19T10:19:00.000+08:00

Great. I'm sick, & kept complaining t baby. :\

Throat pain like toot. Stomach suddenly pain, suddenly not. Slight fever, 37.9. & my nose's running, (away from me.) Kaay, crap. TT. I wanna poke my throat, poke my stomach, pull my nose & jump down from 9th floor. x.x , Paaindieme.

But will be going t Logeys house later, dont worry. Schling tomorrow, eoy papers will be back, gg. :)

I hate t do this,But seems like I couldn't avoid, this time.

2009-10-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Watched The Sisters' Keeper w baby @ lot1, today. After moviee, baby go siohunkee then saw Farahh. Laughdieeee, coincidence? Then baby send me home, until lift there okie. Luv die you, :D. Phone bill bombed, but still, msged quite alot today.

Going out tomorrow, whole day? I guess. Grandmother's sister's grandchild, one month old, got buffet thing. Eeks, my brother is excused due t Os. D: But kinda happy now coz brother's Os coming, sister's eoy coming too. & mine, ended, jealous?! :DD. Kaayzxc, idk what else shld I blog on, update tomorrow, then.

I kinda, lost my voice, now. Coz of baby, ^^.

I will never let you go,Always here fr you when you need me.

2009-10-16T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hohohos, yesterday's class outing bbq was rather, fruitful. I guess.

Everything turned out pretty fine. Trained t Gombak, met all & then trained t JE, waited fr the boys. Slow poks, -pokes-. All here alr, trained t Eunos, bused t ECP. Kinda pekcek in the bus, everybody's talking their own things. :( Reached, settled breakfast + lunch @ macs. Passed mickey the honeystars. Captain staaaar! (Heh.) After that, rented bike, cyclecyclecycle. Till I headache, stomach cramp & almost puke. Sorry guys, :@. Rested awhile & cycled back. Thanks Jess & xuhao fr cyclying slowly w me, :D.

Played monkey at the shore then. Woah, kick the ball barefooted, pain dieee. Ball flew into the water, gg. But ball was back, :B. All of us got into water, dirtydirty water. Played in the water and then got up fr sun tanning w Ht, Sp & Jess. Redredhawthawt, sexy. Laughdieee. Then got back into water, stupid daddy. Keep pull my hand, go deeper. :( Kena piggybacked alot timeees & I luv t be piggybacked in water, :DD.

After that, went t batheee. Cold die, & alot sandsands. Walked all the way t the bbq pit, faaar okay. Chup in the charcoal there t play, :B. & see amirul sio hun kee, kept asking him things & he sio from his nose. Paaain die him uhs, hahaha. Called baby too, he & his dotaaaaa. :( Then phone deaddddd! :(( Fire's okay, started bbq-ing. Thanks Ernest, Xuhao & Mickey. They helped the most especially Ernest & Xuhao. Heh, they dint eat much, so was I. Some uncooked, ;O. Then went t the shore nearby, sat down & thought about things again, TT. Thanks Xuhao fr coming there t pass me those satays, heees. Marshmellows! :DD. Big thanks t Logeys fr all the bbq toos, ^^. & also, Thanks everybody fr the daaaaay! 2n2 & TCN huaat ah! ♥

Then, ard 9.30pm. All of them went off, left w Mickey & Guan, they were playing ard at the pit there &, Ht, sp, nat, logeys, ernest, xuhao & me, sat by the shore there. Feel like crying ley, dk why. But didnt. :) Called baby again w xuhao's phonee, ty, :B. Then ard 10pm, all went off. Left Ht, nat, logeys & me. Talked out those bottled-up-feelings, heh. Nothing much fr me though. Leave ecp, cabbed back home from ecp @ ard 10.45pm. Reached home one hour later. Bathed & on-ed, chatted w baby fr ard 2 hours. Me luv die him, :DD!

Didnt managed t take any pictures, batt almost flat at that moment & was wetwet, so yups, looted from ht's. :D

Sat on the mrt's floor, (hmm, inconsiderate people!) Hees, took by ht, nat postpost. LOL, & actually my camera wasn't on. Put phone at there fr show, laughlaughs. :B

Spot me, :). (I'm sitting on the floor laa, heeees.)

Lastly, I might not reply yr msges/calls. Bill bombed, $400plus. Powerpack. Will not be smsing & calling that much this month, if not daddy's gonna skin me alive. Dont worry, if its impt, i'll reply. :DD!

If it aint coming back,It willn't be yrs forever.

2009-10-14T10:43:00.005+08:00

Tired die, I wanna get back t sleep, but I cant. :(

EOY has finally came t an end, yupyups. & nownow, ard one week of holiday. Then have t return t schl on tuesday alr, aww.

Bbq tomorrow, waterwater, I wanna push Mickey into water. (Y)! Heh, hope I wont forget t bring Honeystars fr him. & he's a little mad, honeystars w redbull. Puke die you okay. LOL. -pushhh!- *Hopes tomorrow will turn out fineee, please please weather! :B Heh, kaaaayzxc, update more about tomorrow, :DD.

Sudden crave fr Donuts now, gosh. (Donut wanna eat donut oh!)

I'm always wondering,wonder how wonder why.

2009-10-13T21:29:00.003+08:00

Backed from bugis, :)

Lalala, art paper was bored. Two hours, took one hour t finish all & slept. Invigilator was, irritating. After schl, busedtrained home, bathed & trained t Bugis & cityhall. Shopped & shopped, pierced two more holes. (Yipee.) More holes more holes! :B Went kinda maaaaad, laughedoutloudlouds. Kinda sadded, twoenthuohnine will soon be separated in ard three more months. Regretted not cherishing days together. :( !

Can't wait fr class bbq & let's spend more time together puhlease, TT. Three cheers fr Logeys oh, :DD. Pictures will be uploaded, yeah. Hope won't be as much as the other time @ explanadeee. :B!

I want more than that,More than how much you've expected.

2009-10-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

Maths paper, was.. Bwg. & Paper one was setted by Hoonster. Got my nameeee okie. :B I see alr, at there, .__. . I think at least just pass fr maths overall alr laa, or maybe flunked it. :(( !

EndOfYearExamination's gotta end soon, tomorrow. Finally it has came t an end, no stress, no study, no books, no notes, no papers, no more no more. But there'll still be lecturings, poor dieee.

K, off I go t finish up my colouring fr art prep, z. Art sucked.

& yeah, I've got nothing t say. You're still as childish as how you were.

A little of everything,Everything seemed so fake.

2009-10-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

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I miss baby alot, TT.

Doneee my maths paper & art preparation, left w colouring, heh. Left w last two papers, maths tomorrow & art on tuesday. Thursday fast come puhlease, :DD!

& Excuse me, what the hell did he even do. He'd just merely commented on you, & you called him a dog? Who the hell you think you are. Ask me t shutup & scolded cb? Cb? No cb then want scold cb, yr mother cb at yr mouth there la hor? Cb not fr you t say okay. I damn angry w you canzxc. Ask me t shutup when you are in the wrong first? We din't even shoot any vulgars & you shot vulgarities at us. Big f/k? If I call you dog, you will happy not? Call him dirty dog somemore? If he's a dog, then you ley? None other better than a dog alrights. Now want make peace w him? You yrself created everything & now you wanna make peace? Got apologized anot first? Now who not happy w who? All of us not happy w you la okaay, & I bet you not happy w him too. Tomorrow in class talk everything out laa? Make peace my foot.
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Everything's staying,Now and forever.

2009-10-10T23:09:00.004+08:00

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The Deadly Tsunami.
LOL, watched w Baby & Kaisheng this afternoon. I think the show abit boring ba? Or maybe I wasn't really concentrating, heh. :B Babybabybabybabybaby! d:
Then Ks cab go dk where, left we two. ._. , talktalk awhile, trained homeee & I saw my brother. :O , coincidence? Luckily baby not w me, if not funny le. Reached home & went out again w family. x.x

Needa chiong my 'dear' art preparations soon. D:
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I'm always here fr you,Never to leave.

2009-10-09T15:16:00.011+08:00

Happy First month Baby, ♥.

Aye, baby, 090909 nice date uh. Gagaga, :B! In a blink of an eye, time passed really fast ey, one month one month one month oh. Manymanymany more months to go uh okaaaay, :D I remembered we used to play audi together, lisiao-ing pple & made somebody pcc-ed twice, LAUGHDIEEE. & I didn't know actually we've once played together in June, LOL. Heh, I luv t act angry oh and we've lamed fr a month alr ley, lalala. (Random.) & sorry fr being lazy today :( , sleepsleep ftw. ;\ Tomorrow pei you whole day okaaaay. :D Luv the days I've been spending w you, & sorry fr some of the coldshoulders. I bet you hope I LA everyday right, bitebites! (I know you're reading this.) HAHAHA. Luvdieyouuu! 爱死你了, 有你的每一天, 带来了一世笑容. ♥/

Abit lame & random para at the toptoptop. :B! & yeeees, updated all the links alr, some removedddd. :) Will blog about tomorrow too, heh. Luvluvs oh, ^^v.

If only the time could rewind,But it's all too late.

2009-10-06T18:49:00.008+08:00

Poofs, tomorrow's the start of EOY. Fastfast oh, I havent even finish studying all. D: Stressed up I guess. Everything's lacking, behind. Might not be blogging fr the following threedays(?). Mug hard fr the sake of Hoonster & maybe, myself. :(

Loved ones, lucklucks oh, ♥.

我累了.

& aye hello, to my worst-ex-boyf-ever, you guys shld know who. (Laughoutloud.) ; I regretted accepting you before, but luckily lasted fr less than a week. -.- & I thought you wanna give up? Give up la, I didn't ask you not to. Neither do I even care t give a f/king damn t you. You, being so childish, always wanting t jio chiobu-es & not even having a little courtesy t people around. What more can you expect? You think chiobu will want you? Ahem, obviously no right. How handsome you think you are. So so so so below average okay. You dont even have the basic courtesy, why must I even bother about it. When I told you that they hated you that much, you replied, thats good. Then what for ask me what you did to them since you told me that you wanted them t hate you. Are you kuku or what. -.- I dont wanna waste my time replying all yr lame smses anymore, invading my inbox w yr msges? Grow up puhlease, childishfreak. So what if I wanna call him daddy? So what if I'm close to him? My life or yrs? You dont have the rights to stop me from all these la hor. I cant stand you any longer, so, get a life dude. ~~No offence~~. Anyw, I dont feel angry or sad. 我懒得去管你哦.

Truths couldn't be hidden for long,I heard and got that.

2009-10-05T18:08:00.002+08:00

Dont really have the mood to update nows. So, yepyeps, short & random ones then.

Clapclaps, my 6 earsticks were hidden sucessfully(?), a few coloured somemore, dk ft blind or what oh. ._. & Ran 2.4km route, two rounds fr ET. Oh yeah, we were ohsoenergetic. (sarcasticly, ahems.) Basically, lessons were bored, fullstop.

Met Andrea at Lot1, walked round & rounds? Dots. Ks came, blahblaaah. Then ask me to 'dai lu'?! Gaahzxc, less than half an hour, went off. Coz kinda bored, went up to roofgarden. Then trained home.

I'm so gonna get bored of my life, seriously.

Depends, might.Maybe, perhaps.

2009-10-04T12:46:00.005+08:00

Last night, conf. w some people. Hohos. Andrea, Cherish, Eugene, Ks, Wenxin & meee. Ks hold conf. Silence all the way, I talked, but kena dao-ed. Then cherish & wenxin at there beepbeep, then I at there HAR, I blur canzxc, dk who is who. Eugene's voice alittle out-of-tune, hehe. Okayzxc, off I go to,

Study,

study,

& study,

today. :)

Broke down instantly,Tears rolled in silence.

2009-10-03T20:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday;

HappyBirthday Martin. Wished him twice, & I've got nothing to say to you, but to grow up. Stop being so childish. :B Lucks fr EOY, ^^.

It's the worst day of the week. I've decided not to wear swisssocks, & then, attire check. Was supposed to be only handphone check, end up, checking everything. Poof, all my earsticks gone. Was asked to buy new schl skirt, but there isn't any of my size. Maybe that's a lie. After schl, listen to ft's naggings(?). Told to study hard fr once, acadamic's great but character's gonecase. I wonder sometimes, are we that lousy? Okayzxc, nevermind, that was kinda lame/crap. Bused to Jp, bored.

Today;

Lantern Festival, & I see no moon. Anyw, Happy Birthday Shaun. Last long w Huiting & takecares. First day of yr 14th year, somemore on lantern fest. Lucks fr EOY, :D.

Trained to Lot1, went up to library, just opened & one big group of people, kinda chiong-ed in. All tables were occupied, only left the childrencorner. Suaa, study at macs then. Couldn't really concentrate, walked around & went Library again. No choice, but to sit at the corner, study. Studied maths, boohoo. Almost donee w it alr, but I really want somewhere, wheres quiet, peaceful, no distractions to study.

Nowhere.

After studying, had latelatelunchearlydinner at pizzahut. Broked? ._. , Shipei went off w ig t pattor, watch movie? Jealous die. :\ Walked ard & trained home. Tired & cold alrights. Leveled & licensed. Level 33, ;luv. Last night, tagged hearts w baby, can loveparty alr. But, tomorrow I guess. Luv die you, <3. But now, baby went out, 'celebrate' lantern fest w his friends. & his phone is spoilt. Gratz many, shall talk on phone tonight then. Hohos. Kayzxc, shall do some studyings while waiting fr baby to be back. :D!

I miss you baby, cant help any, but to miss you, TT.

Hard to find those words,Neither having the courage to.

2009-10-01T16:58:00.003+08:00

Ran 14 rounds today. Big deal? Shit it, run like szb, bwg. ._. & then, d&t. I did nothing, going ard disturbing classmates' artifacts. Hoho, last lesson of d&t, fr the rest of my secondary schl lifee? D&t suck so muchhie. Bused to lot1 again, after schl. Ernest & jenn, sp & iggy, having doubledates. Like extra at there, thenthenthen trained home w Junjun. :\

Laughoutloud, & afk-ing w baby in audi now. Kayzxc, I wanna napnap now, byeeeeeee :D. (sleepydie!)

Andandand, ohsodeadblog.

I've tried, but I couldn't.I'll burst out, someday.

2009-09-30T16:03:00.004+08:00

Oh damn it. I wrote this post alr, then poof, everything gone. :(

Lazy t update last night. Busy tmm-ing w baby, :b & he can't text now, cryoutloud. TT.

Sibei lame uh today. Some of us came out w a Family tree. 2n2 family tree? I've got a greatgrandmother, grandmother, dad, two aunties, a cousin, nephew & daughter. Laughdiecanzxc. :O Childhoods, how childish & bored we were. :3

Kinda have the after-EOY-mood now. But my blog's like, oh-so-dead okayzxc. Shall leave it dead, oh. Haha, kaaaaaay la, I want orhorh alr, byebyeee. :D

Tell me history isnt gonna repeat,I want this to last.

2009-09-28T19:57:00.003+08:00

My HISTORY paper, is so gonna flunk it. :)

English Paper 1. My compo was Emotional.

That's all.

Every moment counts,Even if it hurts so much.

2009-09-27T13:31:00.004+08:00

History & English paper 1 tomorrow. Lucks manzxc. I have one hundred percent, no hope in History paper alr. English paper 1, hope I dont fall asleep? :B Ahhhhh. If only today doesn't end, I think it will be great laaaaaa. :(

Kaaaaaaaay, that's all. Nothing much today ey? Not going out, like duh. Gonna study soon fr history. Flipping through the textbook, can make blurblur alr lo. History's makes me go insane. I hate you, history. D: Hmm, gotta out of blogger, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

& I miss you, baby. (Hope you see this. Laughs.)

I've given up on everything,Disappoint me, not.

2009-09-26T19:47:00.006+08:00

Ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, why blogger cannot post pictures! I want t post pictures nownownow. Angry die. :@! Upload those photos in faceboook then. :D

Din't really mug anything today. Trainedbused to Lot1, bought some cookies fr Nat. Headed to her house, slacked & ate. Bused t Farah's house, ate again. Full die us. Anyw, thanks alot oh. :) Bused to Lot1. Slackslack @ library. Then shipei's iggy came. Lalala, all of us went home then they went dating oh? :D

Yeah. It's time fr me to mug soon. I'm like, oh so lazy. D:

I don't feel like doing anything, now.

You've changed my life,To a better & lovely one.

2009-09-23T15:57:00.006+08:00

My last update was last monday? & Today's wednesday. Great, its been ohsolong since I've last updated. Am I gonna update from last tuesday till now? Nopeeeeeeeee. Heh, sorry maomao. But at least there's a new update post here. ^^. No point blogging everyday's life out. Nothing really bad or great happened actually. Life's bored, everyday's the same. Wake up. Schooling. Study. Supplimentaries. Home. Audition. Homeworks. Study. Sleep. & it continues on & on. . I wonder when the hell life will be interesting. December holidays, come quickquick puhlease. :)

I've not change my blogskin fr quite some time. Getting bored of this skin alr. But, gonna leave it till after EOY. I'm really stress, tired & busy w things nowadays. Started t mass mugmug alr, history sucks. ;\ Okay, I may not be updating fr some days, lazy and bored alr. . Oh & audition ring leveled, will update those pictures I've ss-ed. Lalala.

I dont understand what's the problem, when did I even or ever offended you. -.- , everything thing also want huan lo, jia sai la. Laughs. Nothing's gonna affect my life, including you. Whatever you do, you say, I dont really care & I dont want to, so. Continue if you think that its right or coz you luv doing it so much. Do die you, LOL.

Luv comes & goes anytime,But I'm gonna make this luv stay.

2009-09-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry readers, not gonna update today. Maybe some other day okay.

Baby called me sotonggg, coz I'd mistook quite alot of things he said. Raaaaah! & Takecares you stupid bearbear! :@

Nothing could be replaced for now,I'm in luv with the reality.

2009-09-11T20:08:00.004+08:00

Helloheeee, :D. Dad drove me to schl, put those idiot jianbao-es into wangxiufang's locker. Oldpussy, she called my mother until my mother got uber irritated. She kept repeating the same old thing & she said that her help to cover her w blanket at night, brew tea fr her. Crap la hor.

Then went CDANS. BowlingBowling! First round, lost like mad. !@$@#$. Played w my lovely sec1s, & Jessica :D. Second round was better :). First three fingers, redred alr. Stupid bowling ball. :( Then bused to Lot1. Waikin said that Jessica & Me going to LorGeylang to find job. R A H. Lunched @ Macs w Team1, <3.

Anybody wanna come my wedding in audition tomorrow? :D. Hehes, ily babayye! Okay, gonna talk on phone w baby alr. My voice isn't cute lor -.- . Meet up real soonsoonsoon, TT. Blog more tomorrow, will ss pictures in audi & post it. & of coz, the photos I took during holidays ; Tuesday's, today's & tomorrow's. :D.

You picked me up,& promised you'll never let me fall again.

2009-09-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

Nothing much today. Basically, auditioned almost whole day, I shall say. Adwin let me JR this evening, -AngkongKia- Huat uh! Hohos. Going fr CCA outing tomorrow @ CDANS fr bowling, :). Shall continue blogging tomorrow, byebye & tc.

Baby's handphone bill bomb, cannot sms much thes few days. Sad die. :(

You made everything possible,You made me believed in myself again.

2009-09-09T21:55:00.004+08:00

8th Sept 09, Tuesday.

Went ahma house, she's sick. :( Takecares ahma <3. Stole internet, audition-ed awhile, and then reached home @ ard 1plus. Logeys called, didn't change or what, then go out alr. Meet Natasha, Huiting & Logeys, intend to study. But end up, study awhile, went to watch Aliens In The Attic. I luv the show! :D , After movie, slacked awhile, played hide&seek in the whole of Lot1. Then chat w Audicouple on phone. Lalalas.

Went home, auditioned again. Then chat on phone , conf. w two girls & couple, fam mates. :D I at there quiet quiet, then the two girls kup, then I talk, bobian ;x . Auditioned till latelate, forgot tomorrow got schl.

Today!

Woke up, changed & went schl fr Literature. But, there was no Literature. z. Slacked in schl, and then went fr Science consultation. Recap Physics & Chemistry. :) Then bused to Lot1 w Huiting, Logeys, Shaun & Guanyuan. Lunched @ PizzaHut, & then went to find Shipei, Jessica & Sujun. Slackslack in library, kena kicked out then went home coz nowhere to slack. D: Pei couple play till he 7plus / 8plus , then he went out. HE MEGA-ED FR ME. & AKK. :D

090909 0656 pm, i luv you alotalot <3.

If only everything was concidence, not fate.I hate the reality now.

2009-09-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hmm, nothing much this few days. Boredbored. Audition whole day, ;yay.

Going ahma house early in the morning tomorrow coz ahma sicksick. ;o

Will blog more tomorrow or so, :)

When its time to forget, you forget.Start afresh baby.

2009-09-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

Had a great experience today. :) Reached schl @ 6am, Huiting went home w her parents coz she was sicksick. :( Takecares huiting! Health more impt k, heh. :D Waited fr Logeys till 6.50am? Mr yoong came & told us the schl opens @ 7am only, z. Waited & had a last rehearsal, coz Shipei took over Huiting's role. Not bad ey, xD

Bused there, 3 of the sec3s went there too, theirs was Debating competition. Pesdy was one of them, hahaha. :D Reached alr, had a assembly? Had 'recess' , macchickens fr free. The 7 of us took 2 servings each. Poor mickey, vegetarian, cannot eat macchicken & I forgot to bring honeystars fr him. ._. Sorrrrry. LOL.

Last minute our group was the 3rd group to present, weeo, very fast. After first scene I blur, frgot about that scene & I took the wrong props, luckily never drag time. Faster complete our skit/drama. Cool, was very nervous, forgot to say some I think. But end up, okokay. After that, headed to the hall, see those Poetry slams. Tons better than ours, cool manzxc. Then Prize Giving ceromony, we've lost.

Wasn't really sad, and we are glad that we've complete it w Shipei taking over. Heh, :) Then bused back to schl. Bused to Jurong point. Slept intervals, tireddieus. Slacked ard there & bused home. Slept too, ;O Bused to teckwhye then daddy came & fetched me, heh. Slept in his car too. Havent been sleeping well & enough for quite a long time, I need my beauty sleeps! D:

Okayzxc, september holidays' here. Gotta mass-revision as there's only 23days left fr EOY. Waaaaaaaaay lacking behind alr. :( I'll blog when I feel like or had the time to. Takecares people! <3

害怕历史会重来,害怕失去你.

2009-09-04T18:42:00.003+08:00

Didn't blogged about yesterday, was kinda lazy & tired. Nothing much happened yesterday actually. Basically, just the everyday-routine. After schl, Project work presentation. Present like one kns, din't remembered any script, just read frm the Qcard. ;\

Today, yeah, same? Chinese test, bored die. I do halfway, slept. Then one more period left, chiong @!#$#^%!$. :D Got back maths test, average only. ;( Did our Science presentation on Abortion. Was kinda lousy, Laughs. I did the lousy presentation :( After schl, changed into ptkit & went to meet Mr Yoong. Did rehearsals fr tomorrow's competition. Kinda nervous! Then did one rehearsal, mr yoong called the environmental club people come to see us act. Released @ 3pm, had our late lunch and went fr CCA fr around 10mins. After that went off to lot1, did some of our props fr tomorrow.

Do our best & strive fr the best tomorrow, Jiayouuu Huiting, Natasha, Logeys & shobana. And of course the back stage crew too, Shipei, Jessica, Sujun & Mickey. Gambatte! ^^.

& Huiting! Takecares kay, rest well & speedy recovery babe! <3

Its the way you see it,The way you treat it.

2009-09-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

1st August 09, tuesday.

Holiday, Teachers' day. :) Audition-ed in the morning till ard afternoon. Trained to Gomback w Huiting to meet Nat & Logeys. Waited fr Logeys fr more than one hour. Great oh great. Then trained to DoubyGhuat. Finding fr ThisFashion but dont see any. So ate late lunch @ PizzaHut. Felt so bad seeing Natasha looking at us, eating ;\ . Then trained to Penin to shop fr clothes, littleeeee. And logeys frgot to buy her sister's stationaries, z. Trained to bugis, shopped and trained back to doubyghuat. But then we cabbed home @ there. wtfzxc. Shobana said that the Borders was there. (And I think its spelt like this or w/e it is.) Cabbed home, weees. Reached home @ ard 9plus.

2nd August 09, Wednesday.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY GUANYUAN! :D

TANGUANYUAN, childish little kiddo. LOL, one year older alr. Grow up please, don't be sucha lamer anymore. ;\ . No prezzie fr you, sorry. No money. :( Card fr you, belated one, hehes. Takecares & happybirthday ohs. :)

& HAPPYBIRTHDAY WEITING! :D

Although I'm not really close to you, but I find you cuteee. Hehs, takecareeees & happybirthday ohs! :)

Was a little late this morning, so went straight to quadrangle fr assembly w my bag. Blahblah, history, bored dieeeeee. CME, Mr hoon nagged? ._. PE, told Micheal I headache, then pon PE. Recess, tomyammm. Then sang Happybirthday song twice fr Guanyuan. ;) Science, boredbored but I luv biobio ^^. And then, literature. Boring too. After schl, science remedial. Then Rehearsal in hall fr this saturday's competition. Nevous seys, :((

Kayzxc, thats all. Will update soon , gotta chiong my luvly powerpoint slides on Abortion. Takecares people , :D

Could I maintain this like how I used to?Trying my best to.

2009-08-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooohs. Wasn't as fun as I've expected, today. ET, ranranran, tired. Literature, okokay. English, bored. ACES day thing, didn't really danced. Space & time consumtion. Then went back to our class, no recess. Great. Science, biobio. Just finished the chapter fr Reproductive organs/Reproduction in humans. Winks. ;) Maths, bored. Didn't bring my textbook, luckily Eugene not in class, loot his textbook fr that two periods. Then went down to hall fr concert. Oh bored.

Started w a band by a group of sec3s. Not bad? Interval of mini games. Then some dancing here and there, skit too. Was boring k. I think the best is Mr Samuel Lim singing plus playing guitar. Hehe. After that, bused home w Huitingggg. Reached home, damn hawt, so bathed. Ard 2.30 alr, so didn't go back to Greenridge. Trained to Lot1, meet Jessica, Sujun & Szeoon. Waited fr Shipei, Sheryl, Crystal. Benjaminchee came too.

Went up to Bluez, almost all of us pierced. Pierced my 3rd hole fr left & helix on left too. Actually helix same as normal one? ._. Then blahblah, slacked awhile, all of them needa go home. Left me & shipei. Waited fr Huiting. She came fr awhile and went home alr. So back to Shipei & me. Laughs. Waited fr Ernest & Mao. Slackslack, talktalked. Thats all! Trained home w Mao, z. He's irritating. ;\

No school tomorrow, and going to shop fr Literature props. :( I'm tiredddddddddddd. Shall end here, nightnights people :D

Would you be always there for me,I wonder.

2009-08-30T20:33:00.004+08:00

Evening people. These few weekends aren't fruitful although there was jokes & laughters. I'mma kinda excited fr tomorrow's arrival. I don't know why but I feel like, as if I've not seen my classmates fr weeks. ACES day & Teachers' day celebration tomorrow, but of course, there's still normal lessons going on. After that, meeting up GJHSSSD and going back to Greenridge together too. Netballnetball! Hope everything won't turn out suckish. Whatever it is, whatever mood I'm in, whatever thats troubling in me, I'll still put on a smile like before.

I feel so useless, so foolish. I don't have the courage to face this which I want to. I don't want to lose a friend like you, I can't afford to. Bottling up everything doesn't solve anything. No matter what, life's still going on. I want you to know that, I'm always here whenever you need me. Even if there's nobody by yr side, there'll still always be me fr you. Bottling up everything doesn't solve anything. No matter what, life's still going on. Cheerups darling <3

I fell into a mutual weirdness,And I call this, love.

2009-08-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Everything was pretty okay in schl. English compo fr common test, wrote about three wishes. Mothertongue, boreddie. Did compo too. :( Maths lesson, mr hoon went nagging and nagging and nagging again. Science, biobio. -winks-

After schl, went to find some teachers. Saw Susan Lim. Woah, she never catch my attire. :DD Then went back to class, Mr hoon gave out the YellowRibbonBag thing. The bag was unglam & heavy okay. Trained to Boonlay/JurongPoint. Started collecting till 4plus, then went over to Westmall. Blahblah and trained to Lot1. Walked ard, then went to gave back our YellowRibbonBags. Left with 39. Then went walking ard Lot1 again, waiting fr Natasha & Huiting.

Settled down @ KFC. Dine there, share w Mj. The shrooms burger suck, idk why. The chicken like not chicken liddat. Ate half & threw. ._. After that, met Natasha, Huiting, Logeys & Shobana. Blahblah, then trained home. Mao took my pooh, and pooh kena chilli by dk ernest or him. Poorthing x.x . Kaaayzxc, that's all. I'm going off to bed, tatas ^^.

Predicted, great expectations.If it would turn out perfect.

2009-08-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

Very busy nowadays. Homeworks piling up, how I wish semester 2 could repeat. ;(

24th August 09, Monday.

During literature lesson, shobana's phone rang. She didn't know, so she didn't admit. And so, Mr Yoong did a spot check, before checking, almost all of us surrendered our phones. More than half a class okay, xD. I missed my phone fr that few hours. Get back my phone after schl, coz first offence. After that, did the finding of poem fr Literature on Wednesday. Then went home :D.

25th August 09, Tuesday.

Everything was pretty fine. Assembly, teachers like to DRAG TIME. Pissed off. After assembly, talked about YellowRibbonProject fr Friday, 1.10pm - 7pm. Oh great. After that, deciding whether to go fr training or not, end up, did attend. Firedrill briefing & trail. Not so bad, funnnn I supposed. Then did some cleaning ups fr SJ room. After training, homed :D.

26th August 09, Wednesday.

Lessons as usual too. I luv PE lessons. Did the ACES day dance fr this coming Monday. Find the steps rather silly and was paisey to do it, but after trying, find if quite cool though, so danced ^^. After schl, went Library and did our Literature Poem Reflections. Chitchatted & homed :D.

27th August 09, Thursday.

Which is today. Pretty fineeee. After schl, went library awhile and went back to class @ 2pm fr ProjectWork. Draw lots to present, our group got 8th. Last group, lucky :) . Next week last session, weeohs. After ProjectWork, stayed in schl, did our Literature Competition thingy. Ima the pregnant women! Hehs, xD. Then went shakery again, and went home :D.

You could sacrifice everything for me yesterday,But what about today.

2009-08-23T16:48:00.004+08:00

Whole day at home, bored die tired die. Yesterday played audition, now level 26, soon to be 27. Ahhh, very slow. Audition-ed from morning till late afternoon. Going level up soon, main, wo lai ler. (Y) And now, helping someone mapling, better thank me uh. :D

Oh well, and I didn't study a single bit yesterday & today. Oh how great. Kay, that's all. Ending here, will blog tomorrow & so on. Muackmuack, ^^.