Yesterday, 7th Aug 09, Friday.

Reached schl @ 6am. Changed into fullu & fall in already. Uber early, yeah. Went to the volleyball court, dry run fr triage. Then last dryrun fr Parade. Soon after, real one. I swear my leg was sour. And all our hands were not the same when we marched in. ;\

After parade, did PublicDuty. End of celebration, all of us were told to squeeze in the middle of the carpark. But SJAB members, including me, was walking off. He asked us to go back coz wanna take picture or what. But we ran off when he looked somewhere elses. (Y) Went to change out fullu into pe attire. Find co. Bused to Lot1. Slacked slacked.

Saw Sheryl, Cystal, Jodie, Szeoon. After that Sheryl & crystal joined us. We played hide-and-seek in the Library. Kinda boring, so played fr the whole level 3. Hide w Natasha & Sujun, guess what, we thought Library that floor was 3rd level. But it's 4th. Blablah, after that. Sheryl's stead came. & sorry fr saying ahemhem. ;\ Darren & Naufal came, walk here and there, dk to where. Then all went home, so I went home too? Tired die. K, that's all? 

Today, 8th Aug 09, Saturday. National day eve?

Nothing. Prolly going out later. 

Nobody knows how I really felt. I bet you won't feel good if you were in my shoes. I don't know what's on yr mind either. I don't have feelings fr anyone, I don't have. You get it? How could I be with someone I do not luv? Impossible. I have my own attitude, suck or not, fr you to decide. If you really think my attitude suck, then hate me okay. I don't mind, really.

-sobs- Everything suck so much after June holidays. & D, thanks fr cheering me up though I wasn't really cheered up after all yr jokes. But still, thanks, I luv you many. 2 more days, yeah.

& to someone. Cheerup alrights, I'm always here fr you. Dont worry if they don't appreciate you, but I do. Like hello, who don't want to have a true friend by yr side. No point being sad over this, I understand how you feel, seriously. They ain't that worthy fr you to be that sad. Conflicts between friends are common. It'll be over soon & bond between each other will be even stronger. If they still mind, then I think you should just let them go. There's always a true friend out there somewhere who cares & luv fr you. No worries coz I'm here fr you, fr everybody. Stay happy! :D (My point of view; they are being too selfish.)